so yeah Do i have so much to type about today... well not really, i have no life so maybe it's another time for rambling. so yeah for anyone that read my last post, the non masturbation thing got broken, i actually did the day after i typed that shit out. oddly even though i just kinda lost my only real good friendship i had left i've been somewhat happy. i dunno maybe it was what my boss said about waking up and telling myself it's gonna be a good day. i've been trying to do that recently, and i mean i have my times where i think about stuff i don't want to but, i don't get uber sad over it and i tend to get myself to stop thinking about it.
so on a different note, my breasts are feeling really tender, i keep waking up feeling sick/naesus, and so... i think might be prenant :'(. i'm too young to be pregnant :'(.
i've become even more of a nerd i think. so i uh yeah got warcraft III, cause a guy at work has it and kept telling me i should get it so i got it. haven't gotten into it yet but it seems a bit interesting, i guess we'll see if i like it or not.
my mind feels so lost and empty lately, like i had something huge in there that created massive amounts of space, and now there's nothing at all. the same thing goes for my heart but i understand that feeling, i know why it feels like that and i know what's gonna need to happen to fix that. i don't know that i'll ever be able to but i know what it will take to fix it.
i like big butts and i can not lie, all the other brothers can't deny.
i kinda want to do something big for my birthday next year, i dunno, it'd be nice if i could get a bunch of people together to celebrate my birthday with me. not relatives or anything, maybe like people i know from work and some from online, and maybe an SG or two. that would be pretty nice, and i dunno where would be good to have it, maybe a bar or something. i just want to break the whole bad birthday thing, plus it would kinda be nice to have a girlfriend on my birthday next year.
i need to be kissed, because i've never been kissed.
so on a different note, my breasts are feeling really tender, i keep waking up feeling sick/naesus, and so... i think might be prenant :'(. i'm too young to be pregnant :'(.
i've become even more of a nerd i think. so i uh yeah got warcraft III, cause a guy at work has it and kept telling me i should get it so i got it. haven't gotten into it yet but it seems a bit interesting, i guess we'll see if i like it or not.
my mind feels so lost and empty lately, like i had something huge in there that created massive amounts of space, and now there's nothing at all. the same thing goes for my heart but i understand that feeling, i know why it feels like that and i know what's gonna need to happen to fix that. i don't know that i'll ever be able to but i know what it will take to fix it.
i like big butts and i can not lie, all the other brothers can't deny.
i kinda want to do something big for my birthday next year, i dunno, it'd be nice if i could get a bunch of people together to celebrate my birthday with me. not relatives or anything, maybe like people i know from work and some from online, and maybe an SG or two. that would be pretty nice, and i dunno where would be good to have it, maybe a bar or something. i just want to break the whole bad birthday thing, plus it would kinda be nice to have a girlfriend on my birthday next year.
i need to be kissed, because i've never been kissed.
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I always have crappy b-days too, I always thought my 21st will end that streak but who knows.
Maybe things will be better by November but it's not lookin so good right now for me either. That's life though I guess, I hope your next one is much better.