Saturday Aug 05, 2006

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i want to die i want to die i want to die, i need to die i need to die i need to die, i hate who i am, i hate how i feel, i hate everything about myself, there's nothing good about me. everytime i become happy, something comes along to knock me down. i don't deserve happiness, i don't deserve friends, i don't deserve love. everytime i have a friend that makes me feel wonderful, i always fuck it up and lose them, it's always my fault, it will always be my fault. i don't want to leave my bed ever again. i'm nothing, i'm worthless, i'm no one.
callahan:
Simmer Down hotsauce.

You have to work on a positive attitude.
I suggest listening to much Bob Marley.


Dont worry.......bout a thing
Cause every little thing is gonna be alright.
Dont worry.......bout a thing
Cause every little thing is gonna be alright.

Woke up this morning
smiled with the rising sun
three little birds, we're on my doorstep
singing sweet songs....a melody pure and true
singing: this is my message to youuuu

Dude, its helped me alot.

Learn something interesting like cooking. And then offer to cook for people in exchange for an honest opinion and a fun evening. Go to someones house and throw a random bbq or crab boil. Its totally good times.

Shit its just a matter of taking initiative. Putting forward momentum into your life. Powering thru the bad times and milking the goods times for all its worth and sharing it with those around you.
Or some shit like that.

But if nothing else, definately stick with the Marley.

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