yeah, no, i don't at all think i should even try to have people caring about me in any sense. i dunno people just always make me feel 1930872309802938 times worse. and it seems like all the people that know me in real life just want me to feel worse about myself. and any girl that i think is attractive and makes me feel special tends to become a crush and i end up feeling worse from that. i dunno, i really wish i could just go into my bed and ignore the world. there's nothing that sets me apart from any other guy, and i just have nothing going for me. people need to not even try to make me think that someone might possibly like me cause it always just ends in me wanting to cry
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please, please, PLEASE, look after yourself and remember where i am should you need a shoulder.
once you realize that and then realize that you are in fact better than most of them because you care and make an effort not to be a dick/shallow/kniving/whatever, then it's really just a matter of waiting until you meet someone else who can/is willing to see that...
maybe not much help but...