This is the girl i went to hang out with from Long Island:
She makes me happy, and because of her i didn't end up crying yesterday...
my grandmother is dying and i was at the hospital yesterday visiting, she's basically in a morphene induced coma, and it's hard. i ended up texting the girl all day cause it was comforting to talk to her, then i talked to her on the phone later, and had her dying from laughing, which made me happy. she has such a beautiful voice ;x. but the bad part is A) i'm getting a decent crush on her, and i really rather not, cause she's a great friend, and last time i had feelings for a great friend, we fell in love, and then she destroyed my heart and i destroyed our friendship. and B) a common friend told me she thinks the girl is interested in me which puts hope into my heart when i don't want any at all.
She makes me happy, and because of her i didn't end up crying yesterday...
my grandmother is dying and i was at the hospital yesterday visiting, she's basically in a morphene induced coma, and it's hard. i ended up texting the girl all day cause it was comforting to talk to her, then i talked to her on the phone later, and had her dying from laughing, which made me happy. she has such a beautiful voice ;x. but the bad part is A) i'm getting a decent crush on her, and i really rather not, cause she's a great friend, and last time i had feelings for a great friend, we fell in love, and then she destroyed my heart and i destroyed our friendship. and B) a common friend told me she thinks the girl is interested in me which puts hope into my heart when i don't want any at all.
and.. if that girl makes you happy.. and is worth it.. maybe you should try something.. perhaps..
xo