Ever want to stop thinking? i have a lot of silence time in my life, like hours upon hours upon hours where i just don't talk to anyone, so i tend to think a lot. too much. and i always end up thinking about bad things, when i don't have the things that i want in my life. i dunno i wasn't like this a year ago, i thought i'd gotten over this. it's not what i mean to be like but it's what i grew up around.
So i went to visit my friend in Long Island, and it was wonderful. She's like 4'10, and i'm 6'3 so it's funny. and in person she is so much more incredibly gorgeous. which leads me to the down side. i got a little crush on her when meeting her. i had such a wonderful day with her that i was smilling the whole time. but i don't want a crush on her, i just want a normal friendship with her. i told her about the crush though because i'm an honest person and i think she deserves to know. i also repeatedly told her she was an amazing girl, and beautiful.
i miss saturday morning cartoons kinda of, but they start way too early for me to want to wake up for them. no matter how old i get, i always still seem to like one or two of the cartoons on saturday. and some reason it always ends up being like the comic book cartoon. maybe i've always just wished i was a super hero. saving peoples lives, making them feel wonderful, making them happier than the world, and making the bad people pay. i don't know maybe.
i don't remember if i post about this but here goes, i bought what i thought to be all the parts i needed for making my computer, only to be wrong. i thought there was an intergrated video card, but i was wrong, so i still need a memory card. now the way i found this out, i put it all together, and go to connect a monitor to it, and theres' no where to connect it so yeah. i decided on a memory care already, one that's pretty cheap, because lets face it i'm not planning on doing loads of gamming on it, and if i do decide to i'll just get another video card and get them both working on it later. so i still have to spend about 600 dollars to get the thing up and running, with having to get windows, and the video card, and the monitor, and mouse and keyboard.
Movie quote of the day: Baby, you are sex
So i went to visit my friend in Long Island, and it was wonderful. She's like 4'10, and i'm 6'3 so it's funny. and in person she is so much more incredibly gorgeous. which leads me to the down side. i got a little crush on her when meeting her. i had such a wonderful day with her that i was smilling the whole time. but i don't want a crush on her, i just want a normal friendship with her. i told her about the crush though because i'm an honest person and i think she deserves to know. i also repeatedly told her she was an amazing girl, and beautiful.
i miss saturday morning cartoons kinda of, but they start way too early for me to want to wake up for them. no matter how old i get, i always still seem to like one or two of the cartoons on saturday. and some reason it always ends up being like the comic book cartoon. maybe i've always just wished i was a super hero. saving peoples lives, making them feel wonderful, making them happier than the world, and making the bad people pay. i don't know maybe.
i don't remember if i post about this but here goes, i bought what i thought to be all the parts i needed for making my computer, only to be wrong. i thought there was an intergrated video card, but i was wrong, so i still need a memory card. now the way i found this out, i put it all together, and go to connect a monitor to it, and theres' no where to connect it so yeah. i decided on a memory care already, one that's pretty cheap, because lets face it i'm not planning on doing loads of gamming on it, and if i do decide to i'll just get another video card and get them both working on it later. so i still have to spend about 600 dollars to get the thing up and running, with having to get windows, and the video card, and the monitor, and mouse and keyboard.
Movie quote of the day: Baby, you are sex
... I am such a short chick!
I wish I still watched Saturday morning cartoons... I mean to a lot of times, then I always end up sleeping in!
being honest is probably a good call. hope all goes well with her on a friendship level... anyway, sometimes eventually friends make the best girlfriends in the long run... ya never know, just put a healthy effort into being a good friend and it may pay off... and if not, at least you have a good friend.