i wake up thinking about her all the time. i just want her to be my friend again. it feels like i meant nothing to her. she was such a good person to me. i hate how everything turned out. i know i screwed up big several times, but everytime i did it was because of things she did that hurt me more than anything ever could. i've apologized time and time again. i haven't asked her for a miracle. i asked her to not get rid of her completely.
i don't want to go through any of this ever again, and if i even have the slightest of hope that i'll find someone some day i will go through it and it will probably even be far worse. i mean god i wasn't even dating this girl and i want to die over this.
she was my fucking perfect girl, and i can't imagine ever finding anyone that could compare to her to me. my heart will always be empty, my mind will always be racing, my soul will never exist, and my body will always be untouched. i walk down the road of life alone, there is no true love for me, there is no person i am destined for. there's just emptiness and lonliness.
i don't want to go through any of this ever again, and if i even have the slightest of hope that i'll find someone some day i will go through it and it will probably even be far worse. i mean god i wasn't even dating this girl and i want to die over this.
she was my fucking perfect girl, and i can't imagine ever finding anyone that could compare to her to me. my heart will always be empty, my mind will always be racing, my soul will never exist, and my body will always be untouched. i walk down the road of life alone, there is no true love for me, there is no person i am destined for. there's just emptiness and lonliness.
beaky:
I feel your pain bro... It would be wise to cool of a bit, you know just give her space, lots of it, then ease back in...
ladycakes:
What would you say to me if I said there was no one for me? No one out there? That I would never find another person?