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Wednesday Jul 05, 2006

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i'm sick of the world. i just want to give up, i just want it all to end. all girls ever do is get my hopes up so incredibly much, and then fucking shit on my heart. i could be willing to do anything and everything for a girl, and it still wouldn't be enough for her. i'll never be enough for any girl i could love. i will never be over this girl, no matter what anyone thinks. she won't even be my friend anymore because she has a boyfriend, and it would be disrespectful to him since i have feelings for her. i told her she was my world, i told her she was my everything, i meant it. i told her i'd always love her, that i didn't want to love anyone else, i meant it too. i was willing to give up my life here, drop everything and move to her so that i could be with her. i would give my life to save hers. i'd do anything for her. and nothing i can say will get her back.

what are you suppossed to do when someone shows your true happiness, makes you smile more than you ever have in your life, make you feel like you actually matter, and they just rip that away from you?
heavenandhell:
you can't give up, you are special too and the world would be a worse place without you. your heart is broken but believe me, when you are in the pit of despair the only way is up. one day, somehow, things will get better, she wasn't meant for you because someone else is out there waiting for you, maybe tomorrow, maybe next year you will find her, but she is there somewhere.

take care of yourself.

kiss
Jul 5, 2006
jennylou:
you pick up the pieces and rebuild, that's all you can do really.
Jul 5, 2006

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