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To go to sid's birthday party or not. i know it would be appreciated if i went, and she did say i should go (not that we're really friends(yet)) but it would be really great to get out and do something, and what better way than to celebrate her birthday with her. but then there's the whole nervousness, and shyness and such. she said she'd come up and talk to me which would be cool. problem is i'd have to figure out what to tell family and such, and they'd make me take my phone and i'd hate that, and yeah. but i would really love to go.

tough decision. luckily i don't have work that day. and i might maybe somehow meet some people there and get some friendships from it. plus free drinks with tip. as long as i don't get depressed i'm all set .