Ok, time for an update while i'm thinking about it. So after 15 days straight of working i finally have a day off tomorrow, and it's going to be spent seeing x-men3. worked about 48 hours last week i think, only ended up taking home about 330 which isn't too bad i guess. i coulda played some hockey last week but i had to work till 9 and the game started at 9, and i don't even know where my gear is so damn work.
So i'm waiting on my computer, and supposedly the new one will be her on tuesday. which will be nice, i think it might be a newer model of the one i broke because dell doesn't seem to sell that the 700m anymore so yeah.
been trying to work on a letter to the girl lately, but i need to take my time on it, as it's probably gonna be the last thing i say to her seeing as how she really wants me completely outta her life. so many happy memories from her, so much false hope. i hurt so much from her, but all i want to do is get all of this stuff off my chest. i really hope that she'll read what i have to say and just have a realization, like that she didn't really love me, and she'll realize she was in the wrong as much as i was. i just want her to have some sort of understanding for me.
My oldest brother and his wife just had a daughter about a week ago, and they're having a birthday party on sunday for her, which kind of irks me because i work every sunday because it's time and a half so i have to take it off now because i wouldn't be able to go to the party and i'd get slaughtered for that. of course it doesn't help that i feel horrible that i've never had a girlfriend before both my brothers have had kids. so yeah.
oddly i really love my work, i dunno it's like it's the first place i feel really accepted there, and i tend to be able to let so much roll off my back there. i mean they all give me shit and all but it's like we all give each other shit. plus they at least put up with me as i can be kinda obnoxious. plus i've got one guy that's going to the gym with me, i got another who is trying to get together with me for some basketball, another who has invited me out to hang with him and his friend, and another who said next time his girlfriend has a party he'll let me know so i can go.
i tend to go down to my aunt/grandma's like once a week. i get along with my aunt a lot, cause we tend to be alike, which is nice all except that she's always been singl to my knowledge, and that's the part that's scaring me. we tend to go to movies and stuff, and we talk about things and what not, it's nice.
sometimes i really want to get a pogo stick.
i'm starting to work out a little, and it seems like a lot of guys from work would be willing to go some times. i got a membership to a gym for pretty cheap. i hope i can kinda bulk up and lose my gut. gonna run everytime i go. i need to get a routine but i know where i'm gonna get that from. i'm also thinking about trying to get a tiny tiny tiny tan, it's free with the membership and yeah.
i need to update my profile pic that's about 3-4 years old but i'm too lazy to try to get a decent pic. ok fin
So i'm waiting on my computer, and supposedly the new one will be her on tuesday. which will be nice, i think it might be a newer model of the one i broke because dell doesn't seem to sell that the 700m anymore so yeah.
been trying to work on a letter to the girl lately, but i need to take my time on it, as it's probably gonna be the last thing i say to her seeing as how she really wants me completely outta her life. so many happy memories from her, so much false hope. i hurt so much from her, but all i want to do is get all of this stuff off my chest. i really hope that she'll read what i have to say and just have a realization, like that she didn't really love me, and she'll realize she was in the wrong as much as i was. i just want her to have some sort of understanding for me.
My oldest brother and his wife just had a daughter about a week ago, and they're having a birthday party on sunday for her, which kind of irks me because i work every sunday because it's time and a half so i have to take it off now because i wouldn't be able to go to the party and i'd get slaughtered for that. of course it doesn't help that i feel horrible that i've never had a girlfriend before both my brothers have had kids. so yeah.
oddly i really love my work, i dunno it's like it's the first place i feel really accepted there, and i tend to be able to let so much roll off my back there. i mean they all give me shit and all but it's like we all give each other shit. plus they at least put up with me as i can be kinda obnoxious. plus i've got one guy that's going to the gym with me, i got another who is trying to get together with me for some basketball, another who has invited me out to hang with him and his friend, and another who said next time his girlfriend has a party he'll let me know so i can go.
i tend to go down to my aunt/grandma's like once a week. i get along with my aunt a lot, cause we tend to be alike, which is nice all except that she's always been singl to my knowledge, and that's the part that's scaring me. we tend to go to movies and stuff, and we talk about things and what not, it's nice.
sometimes i really want to get a pogo stick.
i'm starting to work out a little, and it seems like a lot of guys from work would be willing to go some times. i got a membership to a gym for pretty cheap. i hope i can kinda bulk up and lose my gut. gonna run everytime i go. i need to get a routine but i know where i'm gonna get that from. i'm also thinking about trying to get a tiny tiny tiny tan, it's free with the membership and yeah.
i need to update my profile pic that's about 3-4 years old but i'm too lazy to try to get a decent pic. ok fin
I read one of them for certain... Pogo sticks are cool...