bleh i was looking at one of palo's pictures and her body looked so much like that of the girl i love who i used to think loved me. i'm coming to the realization that what she once thought was love for me, could have never been, her reasons for stopping loving me, and the amount of time, of the feelings, it couldn't have been love.
within two months, the girl went from telling me she loved me and she wouldn't be in a relationship with anyone till she could be with me, to she no longer loved me because it was gonna take longer for us to be together than we thought("but she might love me again") to not ever wanting to hear from me again, to "i found someone else"(she told me while i was drunk and crying about losing people in my life, mostly thinking about how my grandfather died(she knew i was crying about this))
When is it ok for "i can't live in a dorm" to be one of the major reasons that you stop loving someone? am i wrong or is that lame?
i might not understand people or relationships at all but in my opinion i think i have a pretty firm grip on emotions... i mean i'm emo for god sakes, as much as hate being it i am. so it seems like love isn't something that just goes away, that there's nothing in the world that could stop you from loving someone, that if you two got into a fight, you wouldn't totally give up on the other person. it seems like one of your major reasons for not loving someone anymore is because the other person is depressed over not getting to hear from you in days/weeks. it seems like if you stop loving the person after 6 months, then it wasn't love to begin with. i don't know it just seems like sometimes someone feels something they think is love, and it turns out, it was just gas.you know what i mean?
within two months, the girl went from telling me she loved me and she wouldn't be in a relationship with anyone till she could be with me, to she no longer loved me because it was gonna take longer for us to be together than we thought("but she might love me again") to not ever wanting to hear from me again, to "i found someone else"(she told me while i was drunk and crying about losing people in my life, mostly thinking about how my grandfather died(she knew i was crying about this))
When is it ok for "i can't live in a dorm" to be one of the major reasons that you stop loving someone? am i wrong or is that lame?
i might not understand people or relationships at all but in my opinion i think i have a pretty firm grip on emotions... i mean i'm emo for god sakes, as much as hate being it i am. so it seems like love isn't something that just goes away, that there's nothing in the world that could stop you from loving someone, that if you two got into a fight, you wouldn't totally give up on the other person. it seems like one of your major reasons for not loving someone anymore is because the other person is depressed over not getting to hear from you in days/weeks. it seems like if you stop loving the person after 6 months, then it wasn't love to begin with. i don't know it just seems like sometimes someone feels something they think is love, and it turns out, it was just gas.you know what i mean?