I'm so bored. i needa start going out and hanging with people, but i'm shy, and i don't have anyone to go out to places with to meet new people. my best bet would be to drink first cause i'm the nicest drunk ever 
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I don't really wanna go to work today, but i still really really want to know if they'll let me go full time, i need it as if not, i won't have health insurance until i find a different full time job and then i'll have to start having a full time and part time job right away cause i want to stay at the place i'm at, i like the environment.
one of the guys at work has a hernia, we're making fun of him over it, it's fun times. it's still a wonder how he got it he doesn't lift anything ;x.
i've been debating whether or not i wanna get an iPod. i don't think i'd use it enough but it would be nice enough to have all my music in one place, plus if i ever eventually buy a new cd player for my car i can get one that's ipod ready.
i bought a man thong to see if i could fill one out nicely and sure enough i do.
when i drink my stomach always gets angry right away so i have to drink then do a chaser and sit for like 10-15 minutes -_- it sucks i rather just be able to drink it all at once so i get drunk quicker so i don't think.
i'm pretty much alone in my house all week, i should do something with that but i don't think i'm gonna. i dunno.
so i was thinking about it for probably like 2 weeks, i think i should become a computer technician(sp) but i'm gonna hold off on the school cause i just went through 3 years for a major i'm probably gonna do nothing with really, so i'm gonna do the work thing save some money maybe move out for a little while, and then go back to school while i'm still working full time or something.
i need to finish up my project for electronic media seminar and for electronic media portfolio, i probably could have finished it forever ago but i've been putting it off, doing it in little chunks. PCs are horrible for Flash, i really think my next computer is going to be a mac, probably a mac laptop with the duo core. if i get full time at work i think that will be a present to myself after i've been working for say 10 weeksish.
so it took me forever to figure out why i suffer from insomnia, but it turns out it's totally depression linked. for a while i was sleeping so much better, i mean i'd still be up till 12 but it used to be like 2-4 every night. but then i was totally in love with that girl and i was doing better, but now i'm depressed again and i'm back to 2-4 and now i wake up at like 7-8 everymorning no matter what -_-.
i make a mean taco. i see myself living off tacos this whole week just because it's really easy to make and what not.
i have 10 dollars to live off of till thursday. it's horrible the only place i spend money is at work for break. i mean i have money moving around to different savings accounts every week but still, i never have any money. i work 25 hours a week about and never have any money left over and i don't even have to pay rent or anything, the only bills i have are my credit cards, and my insurance, and then i'm paying like 13 a week for my computer and like 15 a week towards my car -_-.
i need to learn to get people to talk to me better, cause i always feel like i'm the person making conversation, or complaining about shit that's happening, i need other people to tell me how they are doing and what not.
i have 17 testicles.
girls are so incredibly hot. but they need to have enough curves *nods* a small gut isn't necissarily a bad thing, it can make for nice curves .
i need to learn to drink something other than soda, i need to get rid of my gut, guts on guys = not so attractive. i also need to start to play hockey again cause that's like the only way i'll do anything close to excersize.
lets make out
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I don't really wanna go to work today, but i still really really want to know if they'll let me go full time, i need it as if not, i won't have health insurance until i find a different full time job and then i'll have to start having a full time and part time job right away cause i want to stay at the place i'm at, i like the environment.
one of the guys at work has a hernia, we're making fun of him over it, it's fun times. it's still a wonder how he got it he doesn't lift anything ;x.
i've been debating whether or not i wanna get an iPod. i don't think i'd use it enough but it would be nice enough to have all my music in one place, plus if i ever eventually buy a new cd player for my car i can get one that's ipod ready.
i bought a man thong to see if i could fill one out nicely and sure enough i do
.
when i drink my stomach always gets angry right away so i have to drink then do a chaser and sit for like 10-15 minutes -_- it sucks i rather just be able to drink it all at once so i get drunk quicker so i don't think
.
i'm pretty much alone in my house all week, i should do something with that but i don't think i'm gonna. i dunno.
so i was thinking about it for probably like 2 weeks, i think i should become a computer technician(sp) but i'm gonna hold off on the school cause i just went through 3 years for a major i'm probably gonna do nothing with really, so i'm gonna do the work thing save some money maybe move out for a little while, and then go back to school while i'm still working full time or something.
i need to finish up my project for electronic media seminar and for electronic media portfolio, i probably could have finished it forever ago but i've been putting it off, doing it in little chunks. PCs are horrible for Flash, i really think my next computer is going to be a mac, probably a mac laptop with the duo core. if i get full time at work i think that will be a present to myself after i've been working for say 10 weeksish.
so it took me forever to figure out why i suffer from insomnia, but it turns out it's totally depression linked. for a while i was sleeping so much better, i mean i'd still be up till 12 but it used to be like 2-4 every night. but then i was totally in love with that girl and i was doing better, but now i'm depressed again and i'm back to 2-4 and now i wake up at like 7-8 everymorning no matter what -_-.
i make a mean taco. i see myself living off tacos this whole week just because it's really easy to make and what not.
i have 10 dollars to live off of till thursday. it's horrible the only place i spend money is at work for break. i mean i have money moving around to different savings accounts every week but still, i never have any money. i work 25 hours a week about and never have any money left over and i don't even have to pay rent or anything, the only bills i have are my credit cards, and my insurance, and then i'm paying like 13 a week for my computer and like 15 a week towards my car -_-.
i need to learn to get people to talk to me better, cause i always feel like i'm the person making conversation, or complaining about shit that's happening, i need other people to tell me how they are doing and what not.
i have 17 testicles.
girls are so incredibly hot
. but they need to have enough curves *nods* a small gut isn't necissarily a bad thing, it can make for nice curves .
i need to learn to drink something other than soda, i need to get rid of my gut, guts on guys = not so attractive. i also need to start to play hockey again cause that's like the only way i'll do anything close to excersize.
lets make out