all i do is complain now adays. i don't have anything to make me feel better, i don't have anyone to make me feel better, i don't have any that i feel to be a solid person in my life outside my family. i'm so very alone. it's all i know. i just want to sleep forever, i just want to go away forever. i...
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beaky:
I'll probably hand out here early in the mornings and just before I go to work... But yeah I'll miss my midnight buddys
heavenandhell:
honey, there is a big wide world out there and there is a space in it for you when you are ready.
Ever want to stop thinking? i have a lot of silence time in my life, like hours upon hours upon hours where i just don't talk to anyone, so i tend to think a lot. too much. and i always end up thinking about bad things, when i don't have the things that i want in my life. i dunno i wasn't like this a...
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beaky:
Looks like you're in trouble again....
jennylou:
dude... 6'3... you are totally a foot taller than me 
... I am such a short chick!
I wish I still watched Saturday morning cartoons... I mean to a lot of times, then I always end up sleeping in!
being honest is probably a good call. hope all goes well with her on a friendship level... anyway, sometimes eventually friends make the best girlfriends in the long run... ya never know, just put a healthy effort into being a good friend and it may pay off... and if not, at least you have a good friend.
... I am such a short chick!
I wish I still watched Saturday morning cartoons... I mean to a lot of times, then I always end up sleeping in!
being honest is probably a good call. hope all goes well with her on a friendship level... anyway, sometimes eventually friends make the best girlfriends in the long run... ya never know, just put a healthy effort into being a good friend and it may pay off... and if not, at least you have a good friend.
what is your cookie of choice?
The only cookies i eat at all are the chewy chips ahoy, some reason it's the only kind of cookies i like
Which Ninja Turtle do you identify most with? Why?
hrm, tough one, i'd probably have to sayyyyy michaelangelo, just because he's more of the slacker, type, and so am i, plus he was always the one that'd...
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The only cookies i eat at all are the chewy chips ahoy, some reason it's the only kind of cookies i like
Which Ninja Turtle do you identify most with? Why?
hrm, tough one, i'd probably have to sayyyyy michaelangelo, just because he's more of the slacker, type, and so am i, plus he was always the one that'd...
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beaky:
I choose to answer only one question at this time...
I hear about SG thru nerve.com that place used to be cool
I hear about SG thru nerve.com that place used to be cool
And now for something completely different.
so i've done this a couple times before but this was before i had such good people on my friends list, it's time for get to know your xxtmnt87xx. i want all of you to ask me any questions you want to ask, anything your heart desires. and in return after i have 10-20 questions i will post a...
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so i've done this a couple times before but this was before i had such good people on my friends list, it's time for get to know your xxtmnt87xx. i want all of you to ask me any questions you want to ask, anything your heart desires. and in return after i have 10-20 questions i will post a...
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charlielove:
cake is orgasmic. the band and the food.
martini:
what is your favourite monty python production?
xo
xo
i wake up thinking about her all the time. i just want her to be my friend again. it feels like i meant nothing to her. she was such a good person to me. i hate how everything turned out. i know i screwed up big several times, but everytime i did it was because of things she did that hurt me more than anything...
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beaky:
I feel your pain bro... It would be wise to cool of a bit, you know just give her space, lots of it, then ease back in...
ladycakes:
What would you say to me if I said there was no one for me? No one out there? That I would never find another person?
Ok so out of complying with a request to post something to let people know i didn't do anything here it is. thanks to everyone that commented showing that they were worried. thanks to heavenandhell for asking for people to show me some love, and messaging me past couple days. and thanks ishtars_star for messaging me too.
i really need to get out but i...
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beaky:
Thanks for the support bro!!! really
i want to end it all. right this minute.
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ta2dmom:
I hope you're feeling good soon. And don't end it because that only marks the beginning for the people who are left behind! I have a bit of experience as one of the ones left behind and trust me, it's harder for us! Good luck and I hope things are looking up soon!
dreamarie:
I will not allow it dammnit.
Its really sad
I would be sad if you ended it.
Reading that and thinkin about it is makin me teary.
Please write something back to us
Its really sad
I would be sad if you ended it.
Reading that and thinkin about it is makin me teary.
Please write something back to us
i'm sick of the world. i just want to give up, i just want it all to end. all girls ever do is get my hopes up so incredibly much, and then fucking shit on my heart. i could be willing to do anything and everything for a girl, and it still wouldn't be enough for her. i'll never be enough for any girl i...
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heavenandhell:
you can't give up, you are special too and the world would be a worse place without you. your heart is broken but believe me, when you are in the pit of despair the only way is up. one day, somehow, things will get better, she wasn't meant for you because someone else is out there waiting for you, maybe tomorrow, maybe next year you will find her, but she is there somewhere.
take care of yourself.
take care of yourself.
jennylou:
you pick up the pieces and rebuild, that's all you can do really.
Bleh ok so, i've bought a bunch of stuff i need for my computer and i still have a few more to go. windows costs too damn much, but i'm not ready to dive into the lifestyle of linux, and what not. but yeah i keep spending money i don't have. so i still need a case and power supply, and RAM. since this is...
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Blah. i'm sick of not having someone in my life that would rather talk to me than anything else in the world. i'm sick of always feeling like i rather talk to a specific person than do anything else. i'm sick of falling for a girl so incredibly quickly. i wish i could just change like everything about me.
People infuriate me so much some...
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user304975207:
i completely understand. myself? im a complete emotional basketcase now.
user304975207:
that made me laugh.
peanut butter jelly time
peanut butter jelly time
peanut butter jelly time
peanut butter jelly time
jennylou:
you didn't?!?!? wow.... where have you been!?!?! I had thought everyone had known that... in fact you did know that!! You replied on here!! 
(((hugs)))
(((hugs)))
jennylou:
sorry... I am a bit dense today... haven't slept yet...
I wonder how often vaginas get splinters from getting wood inside of them.
my penis is lonely, it needs a friend for a play date.
my heart is lonely, the last person to play with it slammed it on the ground and stepped on it, it needs a good massaging.
I wonder if i would be a good transition boyfriend for a lesbian O.o, i'm...
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my penis is lonely, it needs a friend for a play date.
my heart is lonely, the last person to play with it slammed it on the ground and stepped on it, it needs a good massaging.
I wonder if i would be a good transition boyfriend for a lesbian O.o, i'm...
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user304975207:
hes adorable but he is a horny puppy. its kinda gross.
dreamarie:
Extremely understandable abstract feelings. Kisses and hugs.
Who doesnt want all those things
Who doesnt want all those things