so yeah Do i have so much to type about today... well not really, i have no life so maybe it's another time for rambling. so yeah for anyone that read my last post, the non masturbation thing got broken, i actually did the day after i typed that shit out. oddly even though i just kinda lost my only real good friendship i had...
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i haven't masturbated in uhhh... at least a week maybe? maybe more. i dunno. i do know that all i can think about lately, is giving a girl some oral, and like things i would do while giving her oral and such. i'm so very sexually frustrated. and to top it off i just want to be in love, i don't want to wait anymore,...
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user038538:
i'm on a masturbating break too...makes me cranky!
clearsky47:
What's the deal? Are you taking a break from masterbation? I'd be feeling all pent up and crazy too! Kurt Vonnegut once said in one of his books that all the pent up ejaculation could be channeled toward creativity, but it just sounds painful and unnecessary to me. To each their own battle......................
oh, and your boss sounds like a dick
oh, and your boss sounds like a dick
i want to die i want to die i want to die, i need to die i need to die i need to die, i hate who i am, i hate how i feel, i hate everything about myself, there's nothing good about me. everytime i become happy, something comes along to knock me down. i don't deserve happiness, i don't deserve friends, i don't...
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callahan:
Simmer Down hotsauce.
You have to work on a positive attitude.
I suggest listening to much Bob Marley.
Dont worry.......bout a thing
Cause every little thing is gonna be alright.
Dont worry.......bout a thing
Cause every little thing is gonna be alright.
Woke up this morning
smiled with the rising sun
three little birds, we're on my doorstep
singing sweet songs....a melody pure and true
singing: this is my message to youuuu
Dude, its helped me alot.
Learn something interesting like cooking. And then offer to cook for people in exchange for an honest opinion and a fun evening. Go to someones house and throw a random bbq or crab boil. Its totally good times.
Shit its just a matter of taking initiative. Putting forward momentum into your life. Powering thru the bad times and milking the goods times for all its worth and sharing it with those around you.
Or some shit like that.
But if nothing else, definately stick with the Marley.
You have to work on a positive attitude.
I suggest listening to much Bob Marley.
Dont worry.......bout a thing
Cause every little thing is gonna be alright.
Dont worry.......bout a thing
Cause every little thing is gonna be alright.
Woke up this morning
smiled with the rising sun
three little birds, we're on my doorstep
singing sweet songs....a melody pure and true
singing: this is my message to youuuu
Dude, its helped me alot.
Learn something interesting like cooking. And then offer to cook for people in exchange for an honest opinion and a fun evening. Go to someones house and throw a random bbq or crab boil. Its totally good times.
Shit its just a matter of taking initiative. Putting forward momentum into your life. Powering thru the bad times and milking the goods times for all its worth and sharing it with those around you.
Or some shit like that.
But if nothing else, definately stick with the Marley.
sometimes i wish i had the nerve to just stab myself.
martini:
i'll stab you.
xo
xo
heavenandhell:
well i for one am glad you don't have the nerve.
i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored, someone entertain me, i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored
i don't want any comments on this one. i'm sick of only getting noticed when i'm unhappy so lets just act like i'm unnoticed.
Blarg, i'm just too damn emotional lately, like every little thing makes me feel bad. i don't get anywhere near as much attention as i require, and i just am so incredibly sick of try to get attention from my friends,...
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Blarg, i'm just too damn emotional lately, like every little thing makes me feel bad. i don't get anywhere near as much attention as i require, and i just am so incredibly sick of try to get attention from my friends,...
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So i don't really have anything to say in particular. I've kinda been thinking about my birthday next year, and i just would like it if something really good happened for it. i know it's a long time away, but i dunno, i'm just sick of bad/horrible birthdays, i justwantitto be good for once, i think i've gone through enough shitty birthdays i think i...
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beaky:
I hate my birthdays.... they always suck, and for some freaky reason, its always the hottest day of the month...
heavenandhell:
make your next birthday special by saving up to do something extra special. who knows what it may bring.
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my grandmother died today, it really hasn't settled in, i think i'll probably really cry when i see her in the casket 
. but so far no real tears have come.
. but so far no real tears have come.
heavenandhell:
aw honey, i'm so sorry. my condolences to you.
yeah, no, i don't at all think i should even try to have people caring about me in any sense. i dunno people just always make me feel 1930872309802938 times worse. and it seems like all the people that know me in real life just want me to feel worse about myself. and any girl that i think is attractive and makes me feel special...
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heavenandhell:
maybe now is the time to cry ALOT and get all that negativity out of your system. i know myself, a damn good cry helps loads.
please, please, PLEASE, look after yourself and remember where i am should you need a shoulder.
please, please, PLEASE, look after yourself and remember where i am should you need a shoulder.
syrrys:
meh... people suck...
once you realize that and then realize that you are in fact better than most of them because you care and make an effort not to be a dick/shallow/kniving/whatever, then it's really just a matter of waiting until you meet someone else who can/is willing to see that...
maybe not much help but...
once you realize that and then realize that you are in fact better than most of them because you care and make an effort not to be a dick/shallow/kniving/whatever, then it's really just a matter of waiting until you meet someone else who can/is willing to see that...
maybe not much help but...
martini:
im so sorry about your gramma *bighug*
and.. if that girl makes you happy.. and is worth it.. maybe you should try something.. perhaps..
xo
*bighug*
and.. if that girl makes you happy.. and is worth it.. maybe you should try something.. perhaps..
xo
I always have crappy b-days too, I always thought my 21st will end that streak but who knows.
Maybe things will be better by November but it's not lookin so good right now for me either. That's life though I guess, I hope your next one is much better.