I've had such a strange journey lately. My dreams have been haunted by hope and a lover I know couldn't exist. My days are filled with thoughts and feeling dredged from the corners of my soul. I woke up yesterday feeling the urge to run away. I chase my freedom every where. I have left lovers, I have driven across the country, I have bitten...
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saltlord:
I feel the same way about women, but they taste so good!
I am in a celebratory mood.
I just found out that I got the graduate assistantship that I needed to pay for my last year of school! I'm going to be working in Special Collections and the Reference department. Once I've graduated, I'll have a year's worth of experience under my belt. While this really isn't enough for entry level positions, it's better than nothing...
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I just found out that I got the graduate assistantship that I needed to pay for my last year of school! I'm going to be working in Special Collections and the Reference department. Once I've graduated, I'll have a year's worth of experience under my belt. While this really isn't enough for entry level positions, it's better than nothing...
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I lost my sense of humor today. I'm shocked and afraid because I can't find anything mildly amusing that happened to me or relate some event that turns out to be some pithy moral or life lesson or some crap like that. I'm losing my edge.
inks:
O_O
Sometimes, the worst thing you can do is educate yourself.
I used to have a personal belief that love and feelings guided behavior. I hoped for the day to find someone I 'loved' and I would know by how I felt about them. Somehow, my heart would guide me through the rough patches and as long as I remembered all the things that I loved...
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I used to have a personal belief that love and feelings guided behavior. I hoped for the day to find someone I 'loved' and I would know by how I felt about them. Somehow, my heart would guide me through the rough patches and as long as I remembered all the things that I loved...
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otter:
Damn. I hope my husband never cheats on me... 
charlie_stars:
don't mind me I'm just playing in net traffic thought I'd concur with your aforementioned statement on modern mating practices and to steal a line from Pacino love is chemically no different then consuming mass quantities of chocolate
I've been so busy with grad school, I can't even complain about in my blog...except for that...and that...and that...
Also, I've been awake for more than is healthy. Early signs of schizophrenia are definitely apparent...like excessive use of ellipses...
Someone...help...me...
Also, I've been awake for more than is healthy. Early signs of schizophrenia are definitely apparent...like excessive use of ellipses...
Someone...help...me...
seizure:
You are very sweet. Thank you!
Get some sleep!
Get some sleep!
saltlord:
You are my favorite tasty dish on SG. I might need seconds!
I spent time watching the rooftop concert the Beatles did in the middle of the day and it inspired me to be a little more free-spirited. How did we all get so locked into routine? How did everything become so mundane? It really takes effort to be interested and inspired in day-to-day life. The easy thing to do is to sink into ennui and embrace...
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So, what happens when you tried your best and it still drives you insane? When does a girl throw in the towel?
vallen:
when you don't get anything positive in return
I was thinking about amoebas today and it made me realize that I'm an amoeba on the galactic scale of things. Amoebas are free to do whatever they want because their tiny world is self-contained and doesn't really have much to do with me, except in the case of dysentery. I realized that I'm free in my own little amoeba world because I really can't...
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rydell:
Thanks Sugar
Keep your friends! It is so easy to get caught up in a relationship where you hear nothing but one person's side of things and then end up apologizing for something you don't have any reason to apologize for. One of the methods of control is isolating you from your friends because it prevents you from seeing the whole picture. It's only when you step...
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saltlord:
Yes you do and I'd be more then happy to take responsibilty for ours! 
I'm having the mid-grad-school blues. I realized today that I still have a whole year to go before I'm done. It's like extending one's childhood to an impossible and uncomfortable length. Ever since I graduated college under the influence of the lie all adults tell their kids about the necessity of a college degree but without the cold hard facts about the utter uselessness of...
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learningcurve:
That's never a fun moment to get to -- I had the same sort of moment of clarity most of the way through graduate school after following my bliss into a liberal arts bachelors in history and anthropology. Didn't have the part B to contend with, or at least had the similar but sort of different situation of realizing various parts of the government would pay me a living wage to carry a gun and look like humorless and stern, but kind of the same/same beyond that. Like looking good naked, you can only do the running, jumping, climbing trees thing so long before your body starts hinting at its eventual failure.
Anyway, hope you work through the ennui -- on the plus side, while the day job post college world can be annoying at times, it is kind of a nice change of pace from the tempo and demands of college, especially at the graduate level.
Anyway, hope you work through the ennui -- on the plus side, while the day job post college world can be annoying at times, it is kind of a nice change of pace from the tempo and demands of college, especially at the graduate level.
clio:
aw thank you
Ugh. I got amazingly sick amazingly fast. For some reason, I can't muster the awe and appreciation I should feel for the viruses currently replicating in my blood stream. Every time that I'm sick, without fail, I always think 'why does it have to be my <bodypart>?? That's the WORST!' Regardless of what body part it is. This time, it's my frikkin throat. I've been...
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I am a compulsive masterbater. I've tried talking to my other girlfriends to get an idea of whether or not my stroking habits are normal and I've gotten a resounding 'No, you're a freak' response from everyone I know with a vagina. I've talked to guys, too, and it seems like I have the support of the cock community when it comes to compulsive, incessant...
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thedomfather:
My Best Friend Is Female And She Masturbates More Than I Do.
I Think You Are OK!
I Think You Are OK!