xxsapphire

The worst thing in the world is wanting to give someone your everything and cant. Loving someone so much and they know it, and they know you'd treat them like a queen (or king in some of your cases) and like they are the center of your world because they are.

And it makes me cry that I cant have all of Val. I love her so much and I wish I could show her but I cant. I have her online... I have her on the phone... but in real life I cant because she has Helen. And it rips me apart.

I just want to be everything shes ever wanted and I'm not. Helen is.