xxmonsterxx

well, i guess i'm over my UTI. kinda surprised how little i care.

i ordered some oosik plugs and i'm just dicking around wasting time til they get here. supposed to be here tonight.

i can't figure out which i'd like to see more. theyre are 3 concerts i wanna go to but can only afford 1. and, i found out none of my friends...
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well, i just got back from the doctor. turns out i have some kind of UTI. i don't know which yet. i guess its better than a kidney stone but that's little comfort when i remember it burns whenever i take a fucking piss. i put off going as long as i could due to lack of med insurance, but i got sick of pissing...
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apartment hunting today. checked out about a dozen places in the north richland hills, euless, bedford area. found out ppl in euless think their apartments and shit don't stink . but, did find some pretty nice places for around $450. gotta get my ass in gear if i'm gonna be out there by the end of january.

had to stay late yesterday. turns out i'm...
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turns out my ears ripped when i got stretched. ehh, well. hopefully, i can get this friday off and go bowling with some friends. i haven't had the weekend off in like 2 months.

started reading 'the collector'. i heard it was good. its really british. i'll deal.


p.s. i hate gossip and gossipers.

welp, i went in for a stretch (i went from a 6g to a 2g) and got some bad news from Elaina. she told me not to tell anyone, but i guess i can go ahead and start looking for a new piercer. its too bad, she's really good and i trust her and probably her alone with a needle.

i was having a great...
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how bout them cowboys?

we lost the football game, 36-18. its been a long time since i've seen such un-coordinated ppl. can't really blame us,the game was at 1 pm and we all stayed up until 6 am getting drunk. its hard to play when your hung over. always next time i guess, and maybe i'll get traded or something.

football on sunday. it'll be interesting playing ball with ppl that have more than a 100 lbs on me. stayed after saturday night/sunday morning and got drunk. one new chick got drunk off one heiny. lightweights. gotta go change my brakes so i can get my truck passed inspection. then i have to go castrate myself in front of the city of mesquite to pay...
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all you can do is smile back.

black venom serpents swimming in my veins
can't stop screaming, oh god am i insane?
blaming you for all the insecurities
all these goddamned years
the razor is so tempting
to wash away my tears

fuck school, fuck assholes, fuck drama, fuck hangovers, fuck climbing gas prices, fuck shaving, fuck conservatives, fuck skid marks, fuck credit card debt, fuck traffic tickets, fuck court dates, fuck bathing, fuck breathing, fuck you, fuck orange county, fuck posers, fuck snotty spoiled bitches, fuck chicks that won't put out, fuck ex-girlfriends, fuck friends that stab you in the back, fuck religious extremists, fuck god,...
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