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I don't know why i am commenting on this especially here as i normally use my live journal to comment on. Probably because nobody really knows me here. I had an extremely strange and vivid dream earlier tonight. It had started when i was thinking about one of the area managers for the company I work currently for and how he was the greatest splicer of camera film, which is currently my job basically developing films for boots. Well the drem was started to get weird when suddenly I was at a circus sideshow tent. Inside was the manager dressed in period style who suddenly shows me that he can use the cut off strips of film to throw into verious objects such as melons. He then said that he could show me something great and we go through a curtain and I see a tied down woman in make up, who I did not recognise at the time. in front of her is a giant ski ball machine with lots of different holes worth verious points. It is all decorated up and me manager suddenly say that the womans can hit any point on the ski ball using red ping pong balls, which she blows out of her mouth. She then starts to blow balls out getting faster until it is like a ping pong ball machine gun all going into different holes. I then recognise her as an ex girlfriend who I still love after 5 years of being split up and then we have sex at which point I woke up. This dream has left me feeling strange. I felt strange that she would pop up in the dream and realise that I still love her which is extremely unhealthy especially given the time.