xxjustmexx

alright cool,

so today I got up and finally sat through watching office space all the way through... fucking hilarious! Right after my "dear" friend Los invited me out for some delicious venezuelan food! sooooo yummy. And all the while i was having a great time i was still getting constant texts from my ex talking about ...

" hey..."


me: no answer

him: " I know you still love me"

me: no answer.

I couldn't help but show Los and just laugh hysterically .... both of us did actually..

Its funny to me because I don't believe I do anymore. I don't even have the urge to respond with something clever or anything.

I guess him cheating on me in a different country really came back around to him.

i did love him dearly but im not going to let anyone take three years of my life away so that they can just throw it all away by believing they can just go off with some nobody just because they're in a different country! FUCK THHHHATTT! hahaaha..

anyways..

the ride back home was romantic with los, he played sweet music, lots of latin salsa jams that reminded me of Peru and family memories.

He likes me alot. He tries to get close anytime he can. I dunno ....there's something about him I can't quite put my finger on but maybe one day I'll find out. As far as him and I... well ... lets just say that were just friends......................for now =] .