Tuesday Nov 10, 2009

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Alright sooo... today was a long day.kept getting texted by a so called "X" and i never responded. Im guess I finally got too tired of his shit and i just really don't care anymore. Strange right. I guess that my mind or heart's way of telling me " Heyy there drea, you were an idiot before but now I've snapped you out of it" type shit, you know? Oh well better for me anyways since i've been going out a lot lately and now I feel completely free! ahhhh what a day for a good start! and maybe my new date! lol
love
dree:
So I'm at a friends house and I've been drinking so bare with me. My ex ended up texted me last night and I never replied back to him. So this morning I texted him saying "goodmorninggg. Sorry I didn't get back to you last night, I was shleepin. How are you?" an he hasent replied back to me allllllllll day. So I started drinking (I know bad idea) and my friend who I'm with told me I should text him again. So I did just saying "heyyyyyyyyyy." aaand he hasent replied. =\ seriously, what the fuck?
dree:
Yeah, I know that that's what I have to do. I really really need to cut ties with him and give time for me to heal. I just really have to move on to not giving a fuck. The thought of me moving on and having him maybe not realize that he let a good thing go is what scares me. Then again if I moved on and didn't care anymore then I wouldn't care what he felt like..

Anywho, I'm glad you seem to be doing good with your whole ex situation. =]

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