xxjcblackheartxx

Time is going by pretty slowly ....Since all this has been happening ...I spend most of my days training working out and just trying to keep my mind off of my heartbreak....
I honestly for the first time in my life feel good about myself even amongst all the anguish i have been feeling...I can say that is truly a blessing. I've never in my entire life just loved myself....without the addition of someone making me feel valuable....

I get lonely a lot i will admit but I am glad i have had great friends to get my through this whole ordeal...
I guess I'll be stuck in AZ for a bit longer as i am changing my MOS in the army to something a bit better....I was very much hoping i would be stationed somewhere else so i could get away from this small town rife with bad memories of me and sunny but i guess thats not gods plan at the moment....I'll just roll with it and continue to try and make the best of it....