This has been the hardest 4 days of my life...just a week ago we were together and discussing a future now...I know that will not be and its so hard to accept...Knowing shes going back to her husband...after all we went through she still left me...and i tried the hardest that i could to show her unconditional love...i really did...
Now literally everywhere i look i see her in this small town...ever time I turn on the TV i hear something about West Virgina which is crazy because before i met Sunny i never even knew of West Virginia now its everywhere..I am trying so hard not to compare myself to her husband...its so hard to not want to look at her face book ...even though it took her hours to remove me and cut another tie between us...
I think the most painful thing was when she gave me the ring that I spent my hard earned money on back to me so easily....later that day i noticed she was already wearing his wedding ring....that destroyed me inside...
God help me i am trying to work on myself through this period of time..i am thankful to god for the friends he has given me to help me through this turmoil....I am still in so much pain....she leaves Sierra Vista AZ for West Virgina Sunday instead of the 10th....god this is going to be hard...to not run into her in this little town before she leaves....
I am trying so hard to get through this...
its so painful i feel like i can't breathe at times
Now literally everywhere i look i see her in this small town...ever time I turn on the TV i hear something about West Virgina which is crazy because before i met Sunny i never even knew of West Virginia now its everywhere..I am trying so hard not to compare myself to her husband...its so hard to not want to look at her face book ...even though it took her hours to remove me and cut another tie between us...
I think the most painful thing was when she gave me the ring that I spent my hard earned money on back to me so easily....later that day i noticed she was already wearing his wedding ring....that destroyed me inside...
God help me i am trying to work on myself through this period of time..i am thankful to god for the friends he has given me to help me through this turmoil....I am still in so much pain....she leaves Sierra Vista AZ for West Virgina Sunday instead of the 10th....god this is going to be hard...to not run into her in this little town before she leaves....
I am trying so hard to get through this...
its so painful i feel like i can't breathe at times
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That being said, I managed to meet someone else shortly after, and we were together for 13 years.