Man oh man this year is going by at a pace similar to turtles stampeding through peanut butter, I just had a nice work out feeling pretty good already seeing results at 169lbs and my strength seems to be remaining...I can still put up 345lb bench and my run time has increased...
I am currently sparring with my old master he's here on Ft Hauchuca on TDY... 1sg Bill Hudon is one of the only actually male figures I aspire to be like...I have never been so impressed by a man or an NCO on a daily basis. He's still leagues beyond me in BJJ but it's all good I like learning from him....it's always crazy to get tossed around by an Old man who's 40lbs lighter than me to only get the grasshopper speech later..
I love fighting i wish that I could do it for a living....Lately i have had this in between feeling of happy and meh...I guess its not bad...One of the reasons I have always liked Bill is how calm he has always been in hairy situations ....Maybe its because he's a Buddhist but he's always passive and never been hot under the collar, which is maybe why i was paired with him In Iraq we are the total opposites....I guess one day I would like to just be able to see the world as it is and not stress the small shit....I think i came to the conclusion today that I deserve to be happy at least sometimes.
Killing this Wiz Khalifa mix tape
I love Placebo I guess I've always had a man crush on Brian
this video kind of makes me miss drugs lol
Once again I love all of my SG friends and pretty SGs who take the time to read my blogs considering how lame I am
I am currently sparring with my old master he's here on Ft Hauchuca on TDY... 1sg Bill Hudon is one of the only actually male figures I aspire to be like...I have never been so impressed by a man or an NCO on a daily basis. He's still leagues beyond me in BJJ but it's all good I like learning from him....it's always crazy to get tossed around by an Old man who's 40lbs lighter than me to only get the grasshopper speech later..
I love fighting i wish that I could do it for a living....Lately i have had this in between feeling of happy and meh...I guess its not bad...One of the reasons I have always liked Bill is how calm he has always been in hairy situations ....Maybe its because he's a Buddhist but he's always passive and never been hot under the collar, which is maybe why i was paired with him In Iraq we are the total opposites....I guess one day I would like to just be able to see the world as it is and not stress the small shit....I think i came to the conclusion today that I deserve to be happy at least sometimes.
Killing this Wiz Khalifa mix tape
I love Placebo I guess I've always had a man crush on Brian
this video kind of makes me miss drugs lol
Once again I love all of my SG friends and pretty SGs who take the time to read my blogs considering how lame I am
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Well it is good that you're investing your emotions into your training and using it to your advantage. I'm sorry things are still rubbish, but it is good that you're managing to gain something positive from it. Not sure if you're a particularly arty person, but you might find doing something creative helps too. When I was going through a really crappy period, I wrote a lot of music and did loads of photography. Producing something from the negativity is strangely cathartic.
That's awesomely exciting about your fight in April! Where is it going to be? Do you know who you're facing yet? My trainer is this big Russian dude who was USSR boxing champion 2 years in a row, so I regularly get my ass handed to me on a plate by him!
You're coming to Britain!? That's amazing! I can't wait to finally hang out with you, although I'm not sure I'm goin to want to let you go back to the US afterwards! I'd more than happily play tour/restaurant/bar/club guide for you!