xxjcblackheartxx

Fuck all i am hung over.....I need to stop drinking so much....it seems i have been cutting lose more and more on the weekend.....I think i just revealed to a life long friend last night my urge to have always wanted to sleep with her...I can't remember her being weirded out by it but it was a metric of my drunkard behavior ....its all good.....i haven't sex in like 4 months so this could contribute to irrational behavior lol....Holiday season is coming up....and i will be spending mine alone....kinda of crazy the holidays used to make sense to me.....they used to make me feel a since of family and friendship...I could attribute that to my naivety as a child further more my last 4 Holidays were spent in a foreign country getting shot at. At some point last weekend I thought to myself i'll probably spend most of my time on SG ....its strange i was considering not renewing my membership but it seems lately i've been pretty active on here ....in Other news i feel that Dont ask don't tell will be repealed at some time in the near future...i find it a fantastic notion that i could see this in my generation it would have as much impact as abolishing segregation in the military which could have been a pace setter for further civil rights actions...I went into this long discussion yesterday about how as a leader i don't care about someone sexual orientation as long as they do there fucking job....All that being said it will definitely be a sign of the times when i get a soldier introduce me to his boyfriend or wife....crazy...





I've bee listening to the fuck out of this album



I miss this show a lot and i love some j pop...i am a fucking nerd this is why i don't get laid ... i find it funny i joined the military with the hopes of one day piloting a gundam Alas this hasn't come to pass lol






I wish Naruto Shuppiden would stop playing filler episodes sick of reading the manga, though i love this Opening from the original anime




either i need to do a 1000 crunches or finish Marvel Zombies ....
i am out