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When i look back on my life 60 years from now will it be filled with regret?
I am in my typical state of depression/self reflection...i think i would sell my soul to discover how to be genuinely happy with no catalyst just pleased with myself and my existence....i haven't figured this out yet and it plagues me........I don't think money nor a relationship would truly reach me inside....so what is it that would make me not feel so unaccomplished and alone daily hopefully I'll figure it out one day.....i hate just merely existing .....with or without a purpose
aldremech:
It all just takes time man. Your epiphany will come soon enough, and when it does, it will all make sense again.
Sep 20, 2010
aldremech:
Hell yes biggrin
Sep 20, 2010

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