I am in a better mood today
The girl and I talked.....
we somewhat worked it out...so much can't be said with words i guess
I don't know if i feel good about everything between us now....but i feel okay right now
i am thinking of taking a very vain photograph tonight...i really need new pictures anyway...stil i have never been keen on pictures of myself....
i don't think they accurately project how cool i am ....i look like a dork in most photos
i finished my poem /song ...i need to refine it a bit....
I wonder if it is wrong for me to look at other women...granted i have'nt seen my wife in a while.....
and it's nice to be hit on....but on any level i alway feel wrong...
today i definately was flirted with by this very nice looking tattooed girl in the gym today....
women never flirted with me until i got married....i will never understand this....
i should get to play some tonight hopefully... got my weighted sticks in the mail...so ....i am getting my timing squared away....
i wonder if will have the time to actually play when i get back to the states....
i hope so.....
i really want some cookies...peanut butter to be exact....this diet is kiling me..but i will admit...it's fucking working...i can see almost all of my abs....that makes m e giddy....i am being vain.....i should stop
The girl and I talked.....
we somewhat worked it out...so much can't be said with words i guess
I don't know if i feel good about everything between us now....but i feel okay right now
i am thinking of taking a very vain photograph tonight...i really need new pictures anyway...stil i have never been keen on pictures of myself....
i don't think they accurately project how cool i am ....i look like a dork in most photos
i finished my poem /song ...i need to refine it a bit....
I wonder if it is wrong for me to look at other women...granted i have'nt seen my wife in a while.....
and it's nice to be hit on....but on any level i alway feel wrong...
today i definately was flirted with by this very nice looking tattooed girl in the gym today....
women never flirted with me until i got married....i will never understand this....
i should get to play some tonight hopefully... got my weighted sticks in the mail...so ....i am getting my timing squared away....
i wonder if will have the time to actually play when i get back to the states....
i hope so.....
i really want some cookies...peanut butter to be exact....this diet is kiling me..but i will admit...it's fucking working...i can see almost all of my abs....that makes m e giddy....i am being vain.....i should stop
I'd love to see it.
I'm glad you and your lady talked. I'm sure it's just the distance that's making you feel that way. When will you be coming home? Soon, I hope!
I'd love to hear you play drums sometime. You should record some stuff when you are somewhere with the capabilities to record.
And uh, yea! Ripping your beanbag chair is always the worst part of moving. Everyone knows that!
Keep smiling, you!