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Something i wrote last night...i am feeling so Emo.... When i got married....i thought i would stop feeling this way...I push this down inside me so far that i forget that i actually have these emotions


The night sky's black and i am away from all that i know... I have this poison in my veins....it eats at my soul and applies callouses to my heart
I wish this would subside.....
how can i make this just stop but for a moment...and allow me some clarity.....
In my pit of hell i look up for a seraphim in hopes i will be delivered from this abyss....
I feel like i am reading my own eulogy and trying to figure out what things went wrong

There's something about an empty bed that makes it hard for me to entomb myself in slumber.....

Hmm this is what i wrote so far....don't think i'll turn this into a song....just wanted to vent...i really need to start writing more.... I need to work out...and listen to some Duran Duran
i really want some cup cakes