This is one of those days...one of those fucking missions one of those fucking weeks....jeez it seems as soon as i started to look forward to going on leave then time began to fuck me in the ass....i am really really in need of my leave...i am becoming really impatient with the Army as of late.....
I think i maybe addicted to Cough Syrup for a sleep aid....been drinking it for the last two weeks ever single night in order to fall asleep...
i miss my wifey....i miss sex.......
i miss my friends the ones that are still around anyway....
I am really fucking depressed.....
i hate feeling like this....I try not to think about my current situation or the future at all..just the now so i can keep from fucking going ballistic.....
this is harder this time with a wife than it was when i was single....i really miss civilized society....
i fucking currenty hate all Iraqis with the exception of maybe 8....
rant
I think i maybe addicted to Cough Syrup for a sleep aid....been drinking it for the last two weeks ever single night in order to fall asleep...
i miss my wifey....i miss sex.......
i miss my friends the ones that are still around anyway....
I am really fucking depressed.....
i hate feeling like this....I try not to think about my current situation or the future at all..just the now so i can keep from fucking going ballistic.....
this is harder this time with a wife than it was when i was single....i really miss civilized society....
i fucking currenty hate all Iraqis with the exception of maybe 8....
rant
connecticut is THE MOST boring state in the world, unless you like golf, or playing tennis, or going to the country club ......
i don't think you should be depressed. what's the point? look ahead! i know it's super hard but you have to. there's this saying in the Israeli army, it won't translate well into English but it's like "the man who can stop time has not yet been born." Know what I'm sayin? Time is CONSTANT. It is always there, and it will be your friend. It will never leave you. T-I-M-E. you will get through it.