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all this talk about immigration in this state i swear.....i am glad i am not a resident of AZ ....i have never seen so many people up in arms about something no one actually has read....ohh well...i am looking forward to my work out tomorrow....slowly but surely i am getting back into shape .....but i am still not close enough for my satisfaction......
in other...
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the day is off to a good start despite waking up so fucking early....
i had a good work out...3 mile sprints and chest, shoulders and abs.....
hopefully this good feelings will travel throughout the day

so i haven't had sex in another 3 weeks....this is tiresome...
i guess i never realized how important sex was to a relationship....
i find myself looking and flirting with other girls a lot more lately....
this is bad......i have never really had a problem hooking up....until i got married....
'funny how this works

Working today sucked especially since i was not needed....
i dont care come thursday i am taking 10 days of leave.....
i have no doubt i will catch up on drinking

Work on sunday blows......
boy i am tired but can't seem to fall asleep.....i wish monsoon season would hurry up and come ...i love the rain in AZ.....
i guess i am off to mix pain meds to vodka

watching mad bleach and naruto today...


i wish i didn't have to work on Sunday...i am hella pissed but this is the army i suppose
i am hopefully going to see my tattoo artist this weekend and get a couple of smaller pieces.....hopefully this will not break my pockets

neck is hurting like crazy.....i did an obstacle course yesterday...i shouldn't have but...pride would come second to injury...i think the pain of being shown up would hurt worse than my neck currently nothing prescription drugs wont cure

Wow what a week it's been i have been so fucking stressed lately.....i hope to god my reclassification makes my military experience more enjoyable.....i am fucking totally sick of my current situation but this too shall pass as they say....i have decided to go to phoenix for hell city i am in bad need of ink......well and sex...its' been another 3 weeks.....i thought commitment was...
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So iron Man 2....wow from a fanboy perspective i loved it ....from a movie goer perspective i loved it.....
and i am almost came on myself when i saw the avengers thor tie in

i fucking hate mondays in other news....i mean i know its coming but still i already feel like crap that a new week is begining....ohh well

So my move is going well...thank god it's done....
now the next task...unpacking and getting everything set up....
at least my internet is up.....
i really want to go see Iron Man 2 tonight but alas
i have to wake up early

i have been working out and training pain free this week which is a great feeling....
i have hated sitting on my ass....though...
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first stressful day of packing complete....jeez i hate this process....
at least my new house is fucking flash as hell.....
i just can't wait til its all done.....my neck is starting to hurt again from all the moving so i guess this is my cue for vicodine

Pay day is always good .....til you realize you are broke after bills....i swear i need to deploy again .....i hate working very hard to still have money.,...

though i probably shouldn't have brought those new cymbals....are those 7 vinyls....i guess i will get over it as soon as i start playing again and hear how crisp my splash and crashes sound