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Tomorrow is friday ....what to do what to do....
i can't wait to this week to be over though the only highlight will be me finally ending my diet...i fucking hate dieting....and i am badly need a pint of something strong

Having tomorrow off with nothing to do...guess i am watching more Battlestar since it's now on the instant que Net Flix....hell yeah....
i really need some new ink...and or to get laid....not in that order in particular

Fucking A.....Dinner and a Movie anyone.....so bored


i really need to get around to a better social routine then working out and playing video games on free time....

So what to do this weekend..i really need to go out and do something...I'll probably work on my abs and do nothing/Play Halo this weekend....maybe i'll run into a bunch of tattooed hot women on a random occasion though this seems highly doubtful

So i got some good news....i have had a weight on my shoulder that finally has been lifted.....i feel great...I am planning to finally meet some peeps from AZ on this site after fucking forever....something always comes up but not this time...on top of that i had a great work out today something i haven't had in a while....today was one of those days were...
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When i look back on my life 60 years from now will it be filled with regret?
I am in my typical state of depression/self reflection...i think i would sell my soul to discover how to be genuinely happy with no catalyst just pleased with myself and my existence....i haven't figured this out yet and it plagues me........I don't think money nor a relationship would...
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still up in the air as to my weekend....on one hand i can stay at home and continue to play the fuck out of Halo Reach....on the other i could hang out with aldremech in tucson and get the fuck out of my house...i guess this all boils down to how much cash i have....furthermore if i can avoid certain people whilst up there.....

my life has been full of adventure...or something like it anyway.....my new job takes me to tucson quite a bit
which is great....i actually enjoy doing something for a change.....
i have been neglecting SG i realized that i miss this site from time to time

So in other news....nothing in my life has changed lol...in a new unit actually doing cool stuff....which more imprudently involves tons of travel across the world...i feel really blessed by this move...considering my luck has been so shitty lately....
i almost lost my cat yesterday i feel crazy being so attached to my little buddy...then i hear of someone's cat getting killed it makes me...
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so my lap top had been on the blink for about two weeks....
i am pretty pleased with best buy's return policy ...i figured it would take far longer to fix my computer....i think i was going through internet withdrawal.....

What a boring week...i am glad it is over in any case....i found out Friday that i will be moved from my Battalion ....this may be a blessing in disguise....in any case i'll still be here in AZ still on Ft Huachuca just doing something different...a change of pace could be good....
i haven't really been on SG in a while other things on my...
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Change would be a good thing if committed to it....as i should have...the same things keep happening over and over again...and i can't do anything to stop it...i guess i am just grateful to have a person an outlet a love a friend to express this .....
then again maybe i shouldn't listen to Al Greene so early in the morning...despite the economy and other...
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