xxdistortmexx

I'm still trying to cope with this gaping hole I've been feeling.
But I can't.
And it's so obvious.
You can tell by looking at me.
How I'm dressed.
How I act.

And I've broken down and told two people in my life about it.
And one understood.
But the other didn't.
That's okay - because I don't expect anyone to.

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I've been reading a lot more lately.
On purpose, sort of.
And because I want to.
I'm reading Diary by Mr. Palahniuk right now.
I just finished 'Invisiable Monsters', which was good, as expected.
I've also been reading newspaper articles, watching movies, the news...
any kind of education I can get my hands on.
I don't know why.
I just have.
But I do know it's a good thing.
Nothing wrong with being a little more well informed/educated.

I've also been spending plenty of time in the new Java Joint in Huntington - I love it there. An artist's haven. I spend three, four hours collectively - just sitting, writing, drawing, reading, whatever. Definately my style.
So all you local people, you can be sure to catch me there on the weekends.
I'll probably be there next Saturday, I hope. Next week is pay week. Sweeeet.

And now for a delicious piece of banana cream pie.

Later<3