Accomplishments for last night/and mostly today:
+ Had a fist fight with Kaylyn, got punched in my arms, ribs, stomach and ass
+ Watched really crappy late night cartoons and laughed at them anyway
+ Watched Shaun of the Dead again w/ Kaylyn, Ash, and Keylee
+ Then watched Monty Python & the Holy Grail w/ Keylee
+ Passed out at five thirty am and...
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+ Had a fist fight with Kaylyn, got punched in my arms, ribs, stomach and ass
+ Watched really crappy late night cartoons and laughed at them anyway
+ Watched Shaun of the Dead again w/ Kaylyn, Ash, and Keylee
+ Then watched Monty Python & the Holy Grail w/ Keylee
+ Passed out at five thirty am and...
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I used to think it was fun to sneeze.
And now I know it's definately not fun to be at work when you're sick.
But I'm loving the tension I sense between this new guy and I. I find it intriguing. *devilish smile*
I feel really discouraged with my art right now. I hate when this happens. It's an impending feeling of not being good...
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And now I know it's definately not fun to be at work when you're sick.
But I'm loving the tension I sense between this new guy and I. I find it intriguing. *devilish smile*
I feel really discouraged with my art right now. I hate when this happens. It's an impending feeling of not being good...
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nikonphoto80:
So what do you wont to do with your art? You just got to realize that in art we all have are strengths we just have to find them some can do good drawings some have good ideas we all have it in us to do great art you just got to have confidents. look at my art its not elaborate drawings they are very simple images with monumental meanings and I like my art, most people will not but I cant pleas every one.
s_eldorado:
Here's a trick: When you wake up (FIRST THING) go and draw or paint or whatever for 10 minutes. Everyday.
A writer gave me this advice and I've been doing this for music for the past few weeks. The results are uncanny.
It's not about doing great work all the time. It's about doing art all the time. The more you live it and breathe it, the more it becomes a first language. The shorter the distance between concept and realization.
And forget about comparing yourself to others. Compare yourself to yourself and that's it. They all started somewhere and they all had growing pains and doubt. Why would it be any different for you? Just don't let it stop you.
If you ever want a laugh, let me know and I'll send you an MP3 of my music from when I first started out. I'm very lucky now in that I make a living writing music but even if I didn't I'd never stop.
Do what you love.
/sanctimonious soap-boxing
A writer gave me this advice and I've been doing this for music for the past few weeks. The results are uncanny.
It's not about doing great work all the time. It's about doing art all the time. The more you live it and breathe it, the more it becomes a first language. The shorter the distance between concept and realization.
And forget about comparing yourself to others. Compare yourself to yourself and that's it. They all started somewhere and they all had growing pains and doubt. Why would it be any different for you? Just don't let it stop you.
If you ever want a laugh, let me know and I'll send you an MP3 of my music from when I first started out. I'm very lucky now in that I make a living writing music but even if I didn't I'd never stop.
Do what you love.
/sanctimonious soap-boxing
I'm still sick.
And very, very bored.
I've been trying to find someone to get in contact with, but everyone is out, it seems.
Rawr.
Keep dialing numbers.
Keep sitting.
Keep waiting.
On the other hand... I think I'll get up early tomorrow to go to some fleamarkets. Woot. That's always fun.
Oh, and I had my work hours cut today. I only work the...
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And very, very bored.
I've been trying to find someone to get in contact with, but everyone is out, it seems.
Rawr.
Keep dialing numbers.
Keep sitting.
Keep waiting.
On the other hand... I think I'll get up early tomorrow to go to some fleamarkets. Woot. That's always fun.
Oh, and I had my work hours cut today. I only work the...
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nikonphoto80:
Have fun at the flea market buy me something nice or a piece of junk. I thank I might go watch this pro photographer speck in lex at 4 tomorrow not much else planed.
I have a virus. Meh.
Valentines Day was pretty damn good. I picked up Athena (her bf broke up with her that same day, that fucking bastard), Raven, Ashley, and Kaylyn, four of my very close friends. We had orginally planned on going out to eat together, but that somehow got completely blown out of the water, so we went down the the grocery store...
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Valentines Day was pretty damn good. I picked up Athena (her bf broke up with her that same day, that fucking bastard), Raven, Ashley, and Kaylyn, four of my very close friends. We had orginally planned on going out to eat together, but that somehow got completely blown out of the water, so we went down the the grocery store...
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nikonphoto80:
Sounds like you had a good valentines day better than mine. I agree he doesnt deserve to even see you let alone be with you. I like the photo you are so cute. Why did you go of the piles in the first place? You have the best journals ever I love reading them. Hope all is going well.
Work today.... sucked. I was supposed to be out of there at 8 but didn't get out until 9. I have a shitload of make-up work for class that I don't understand a damn bit of, and so once again I closed the book and am letting it sit there. I suppose I will get some personal help from my instructor, I have to buckle...
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nikonphoto80:
happy valentines day.happy valentines day.happy valentines day.happy valentines day.happy valentines day.happy valentines day.happy valentines day.happy valentines day.happy valentines day.
i will wright more later.
i will wright more later.
nikonphoto80:
Iv never never ever had a girlfriend on valentines day I suck and I always feel so alone on this day ever year. But I never let anyone know it I wish every girl I now a happy valentines day because it makes most of them smile and at lest if I can make some one smile it makes the day a little less lonely.
Now that IV said that I would like to say if he doesnt wont to be with you than he isnt worth your love. Isnt it better to find out now than 10 years down the road? At least now you have a chance to find happy ness college is the best place to find a man or girl. I would love to see some of your art, any and all kinds of it.
Now that IV said that I would like to say if he doesnt wont to be with you than he isnt worth your love. Isnt it better to find out now than 10 years down the road? At least now you have a chance to find happy ness college is the best place to find a man or girl. I would love to see some of your art, any and all kinds of it.
Sometimes, when I'm at work, I think about laying my arms down on the oven ledge, or pressing my hand into a hot, steaming pan. I think about what would happen if my flesh contacted with the blistering metal in front of me. I think about my flesh being seared away, the instant evaporation of my blood, the ledge burning into me like a freshly...
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s_eldorado:
Whoah lovely!!! PULL UP! PULL UP!!!!!
How do I feel? I feel like we're on a journey from question to answer.
I feel like we shouldn't be in too much of a hurry to get there. We arrive soon enough and it's what we do on the way that counts.
Time to travel baby!
ps: if your travels ever bring you to Vancouver you've got a place to stay.
How do I feel? I feel like we're on a journey from question to answer.
I feel like we shouldn't be in too much of a hurry to get there. We arrive soon enough and it's what we do on the way that counts.
Time to travel baby!
ps: if your travels ever bring you to Vancouver you've got a place to stay.
Sometimes, when I'm at work, I think about laying my arms down on the oven ledge, or pressing my hand into a hot, steaming pan. I think about what would happen if my flesh contacted with the blistering metal in front of me. I think about my flesh being seared away, the instant evaporation of my blood, the ledge burning into me like a freshly...
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nikonphoto80:
Most of the time I thank about punching some one for no reason or pushing them. Some times I thank how cool it would be to be playing some lowed pennywise and driving as fast as I can off a huge bridge.
I hope you never do any of that stuff, if I was there I would scream and call 911 not because it was so terrible but because it was you getting hurt and I would cry because it was you hurting you and that means that you wear so sad that you couldnt take it any more and that my friend would make me sad. I hope you have a great day and do something fun tonight.
I hope you never do any of that stuff, if I was there I would scream and call 911 not because it was so terrible but because it was you getting hurt and I would cry because it was you hurting you and that means that you wear so sad that you couldnt take it any more and that my friend would make me sad. I hope you have a great day and do something fun tonight.
I had my license replaced today. That's one thing down, and a dozen others to go.
I hate Wal-mart photo center. Professional printing, my ass.
I don't know what to say right now. I'm tired. I feel like my day off was wasted.
Eh. Sorry, but this is ending here for now.
I hate Wal-mart photo center. Professional printing, my ass.
I don't know what to say right now. I'm tired. I feel like my day off was wasted.
Eh. Sorry, but this is ending here for now.
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nikonphoto80:
I sure hope that wasnt a photo teacher who told you to do that, if it was where in the hell did he get his degree at some red neck college where they thank every thing at wal-mart is great. Wear the photos black and whit or color.
nikonphoto80:
Do you wont to be a photojournalist? How in the hell did you get the negatives back to there original beauty?
Some stupid redneck bastard stole my purse.
I swear, once you get one thing straightened out in your life, something else comes along to replace it.
Now my
License
Check Card
Check Book
Photographs
Various phone cards etc.
Drawing pencils
Various amounts of lipgloss
Blue condom souvenir from the Start Trouble concert
Extra set of car keys
And buttons I'd been collecting for a number...
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I swear, once you get one thing straightened out in your life, something else comes along to replace it.
Now my
License
Check Card
Check Book
Photographs
Various phone cards etc.
Drawing pencils
Various amounts of lipgloss
Blue condom souvenir from the Start Trouble concert
Extra set of car keys
And buttons I'd been collecting for a number...
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nikonphoto80:
I know how you feel last semester I got my book bag stolen out of my car. It had nothing of value in it to any one but me. It had my notes from the semester, it had my drawing pad that I have had for year, a bottle of polo blue some photos some of my favorite buttons. All of very much importance to me but worthless to anyone else the book bag wasnt even that good of one any more it had a little hole in it. I might have been mad enough to beat the fuck out of them at the time. It was in my car in my neighborhood in front of my ap. Dame kids LOL
nikonphoto80:
Wow, I dont thank you can get much sexier than that.
xxdistortmexx:
The.BleedingHeart.Herself.
Im trying to make my cuts heal. I know my heart is still bleeding I can imagine the puddles on the floor. Hell, I can see them.
Time heals all wounds.
I.hate.time.
Hope is nothing but a nagging kid to me now. It seems useless. Extremely pointless, because theres always the chance its incorrect.
I hate hoping.
I hate wondering.
I hate falling...
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Time heals all wounds.
I.hate.time.
Hope is nothing but a nagging kid to me now. It seems useless. Extremely pointless, because theres always the chance its incorrect.
I hate hoping.
I hate wondering.
I hate falling...
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s_eldorado:
Thanks for the return comment. You seem pretty yummy yourself! As for V-Day, you should do what Kali is doing - I'm going to emulate from afar.
So are you going to hit me back or what? I still need people to fill in my word of the day assignment...
Nice eyes btw.
So are you going to hit me back or what? I still need people to fill in my word of the day assignment...
Nice eyes btw.
oryon:
hahaha
thanks for the comment on my set, here's like 3 more somewhere...sometime...like last year
thanks for the comment on my set, here's like 3 more somewhere...sometime...like last year

Wow it sounds like your life is getting pretty good im glad (your doing a lot better then Im doing right now)
Anyways, maybe he's ok so good luck with it - you deserve someone AWESOME.
Cause I said so. .