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By the way amberleigh is back on SG but she now goes by the name ADIEU because they wouldnt let here have here old name back.

Hey lovely, glad you're feeling better - sounds like you're completely on the right track.

Procrastination is the way to go if you know deep down that by forceably committing, the end result would be exhausting and of poor quality. Don't sweat the small stuff.

If homeboy is hesitating, let it go. Better for him to hesitate BEFORE anything blossoms as opposed to getting a little something going on and then: BAM, no more. Pretend you don't give a shit if he's interested or not. If he wants it, he'll come for it; don't waste your valuable time and energy.

P.S.
Not all of us "younger guys" are such a pain in the ass. Some of us can articulate exactly what we want and execute in grand style. Sing it with me now, "one bad apple don't spoil the whole bunch girrrrl...."

How was your weekend?

Mine was the best I have ever had.

Thanks for the great comment in my journal! I'm incredibly lucky to have such a wonderful wife!!! Hang in there on the "man" situation...it's only a matter of time before one of "us" gets our head out of our ass and treats you the way you should be treated!!

Maybe your just picking the wrong guys, most of us seem to pick people who would be bad for us, most of us pick someone who are not very nice. I thank if you pick the right guy he wont be so difficult.

So tell me what you are doing with your art right now. I hope your weekend goes well, I know mine is considering Im going to Maddy 21st birthday party are you jealous lol

Hey u, that sux about Nathan but it's def time for you to move on. JT's cousin sounds kind of promising though...

When do we get to see some of your new art?

So why dont you wont to do the panting of your own choice I would thank that would be something you would want to do, I can definitely understand not wanting to do the other two paintings.

I hope you start smiling again.

I thank that it will be better for you in the long run if he doesnt come back, if he can do this to you once he can do it to you again I thank you can do so much better, you deserve to be treated so much better.

I got TWO pieces in the ASA art show, I was so happy, the judge even talked about my photo when he was talking about one of his paintings, I didnt know that he was talking about my photo until some one told me, that made me so happy too, I know you dont care about any of this but Im bored and I wanted to tell someone.

We could have that all you want so long as you don`t mind listening to the Smashing Pumpkins 24/7

Just checking in... You oK? You kinda disappeared for a bit...

Shit - what happened?

Call me tomorrow night (or tonight if you're still up). I'll call you back right away so you don't have to pay the LD this time.

We can do more syncronized chocolate inhalation. (tm)

I thank you weight more journals than any one on sg lol.

I thank that if he was ignoring you than he wouldnt even look at you.

Im not good at reading people about liking me ether.

Girl you just gotta lay those cards on the table. Forget about trying to read them. Besides, how can you if you're not looking at them?

Sorry I haven't called yet, been stupidly busy with studio crap and 2 of my friends went through major heavy problems the last 2 days so I kinda had to jump in.

Hopefully I'll get a breather tomorrow night!

xo

I wish you fucking luck and luck fucking.

Talk to you later...

I dont know how that would freak him out I would love to have some one of your style and beauty hit one me that would rock.

Im sure it will work out, ill pray to my statue of Ganesh for you.

I thank you are so dame cool, dont give up

"Boy, you really like Tide"

FUCKING AWESOME.

Like you.

I have had all the same fallings you have had so youre not alone when you talk about loneliness. I thank that SG has made my life so much better. I had one friend come and meet me last weekend we had fun, and one of the SG girls is having a birthday party in Louisville there are going to be lots of sg Kentucky people there you should go it will be so much fun. I hope some day I can meet you too considering that you live so close to my dad.

Tell me if there is anything I can do to make it better, no mater what it is ill try to do it.

Dont hat your life, your to cool to be so down, why do you hate you life this time, is some one being mean to you just say the word and ill take care of them.

I wanted to kiss someone and you seemed like you need one so I'm kissing you.