I don't believe in love
I don't trust it
I can't touch it
it has no shape
no color
but yet I can feel it's absence
I can hear it's mundane lies
I know it's opposite
I can smell it's burn
It has left it's scars
it's been here
in this very room
where I sleep
where I live
it has left dirty sheets
letters...
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I don't trust it
I can't touch it
it has no shape
no color
but yet I can feel it's absence
I can hear it's mundane lies
I know it's opposite
I can smell it's burn
It has left it's scars
it's been here
in this very room
where I sleep
where I live
it has left dirty sheets
letters...
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I'm outta here today!! Not looking forward to the long flight..oh well.
I'll be back in a few weeks. I am going to try and update now and then while I am away.
Bye for now.
I'll be back in a few weeks. I am going to try and update now and then while I am away.
Bye for now.
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justinhell:
I haven't been very active lately, so I have no idea where you're going 
but you will be missed. If it's over to these parts, you must come visit, but sadly...I have a feeling it won't be LA you're coming to.
hugs and kisses and a safe trip.
hell.
but you will be missed. If it's over to these parts, you must come visit, but sadly...I have a feeling it won't be LA you're coming to.
hugs and kisses and a safe trip.
hell.
nordicskin:
have a good trip sweety, we love you!!!
baby, ain't nothing left to do but rob a bank, and go out in a blaze of gunfire and tragic glory..
are you with me?
Update: I didn't go to jail. The neighbor didn't open his door
but I did kick and pound my fists on his door while screaming obscenities. I must have been there for a good 10minutes. Then I got tired and... Read More
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escapegoat:
i love it....the p ussy icon.........so.......like a ball of flame.....a permanent dent in society.........problem is,.......there isnt much accessible money in a bank.......but bonnie and clyde like....in a nother time......that would be nice........yer leaving........how dare you leave me here with all of these mutants..........oh wait.......i bet they are thinking im the mutant.....ah.....whatever.......oh.....dig that......jp's on a thread here.......its come up again......Zanexstacia....
update
Zanexstacya........2 drugs....one girl.......perfect name......at least for my inventions.......
so........did you or this old man pee pants......?????.....if he did, good job.........if he didnt and you didnt......then you didnt let go enough.........any good freak out should involve pee..........right?........and um........what brought on the freak out?.........
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update
Zanexstacya........2 drugs....one girl.......perfect name......at least for my inventions.......
so........did you or this old man pee pants......?????.....if he did, good job.........if he didnt and you didnt......then you didnt let go enough.........any good freak out should involve pee..........right?........and um........what brought on the freak out?.........
[Edited on May 19, 2003]
kingskottie:
you are such a trouble !
heh.... shut yr mouth and pour me another shot!? please?
heh.... shut yr mouth and pour me another shot!? please?
My poem for today was written by cobalt I like it a lot and wanted to share..
Beware! She plays Amelia Earhart,
this actress. She needs, desires long flights
across unknown trajectories. Tight spite
aviatrix, fast connecting the part;
Do vague Coral curtains encrust your plane?
If I got so far out, I couldnt see
land, Id dive in, let the waves swallow me.
Watch...
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Beware! She plays Amelia Earhart,
this actress. She needs, desires long flights
across unknown trajectories. Tight spite
aviatrix, fast connecting the part;
Do vague Coral curtains encrust your plane?
If I got so far out, I couldnt see
land, Id dive in, let the waves swallow me.
Watch...
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cobalt:
Glad you liked the poem! Hey, I posted my portfolio in the Pics on my profile - take a peek. In the meantime, If I don't talk to you, have a great trip!!!!
supernovice:
Mmmmmmm... Brunch at Chick's Oyster Bar.
A clean page:
what shines in you is not nothing,
though equally clear and blue
and I am old enough to know
I ought to give up wanting to
touch that shining.
What shines anyway?
Stars, cut glass and water
and you in your serene blue shirt
Standing beside a window
while it rains, nothing much going on
intangible.
To put your hand into the...
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cobalt:
Yeah, that poem was one of mine - I wrote 12 sonnets a couple years back and thought it might fit your mood...!
cobalt:
Absolutely you can post it in your journal - I will send more from time to time!
I wished for you
butI guess I wished on stars
that were to small
you're there and I am here
and I don't feel like
we are getting anywhere
at all.
when i am talking you are not listening
and when you're looking at me
I am looking away
and as much as I want this
I wonder if I can survive another
day.
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butI guess I wished on stars
that were to small
you're there and I am here
and I don't feel like
we are getting anywhere
at all.
when i am talking you are not listening
and when you're looking at me
I am looking away
and as much as I want this
I wonder if I can survive another
day.
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_v_:
NOOO!!!!
not the flying monkeys
i retract all comments
just don't sick the flying monkeys on me
please
not the flying monkeys
i retract all comments
just don't sick the flying monkeys on me
please
leiru13:
*cue wicked witch theme from Wizard of Oz*
I am convinced I will never sleep like a "normal" person again.
I am starting to hallucinate
detoxing is highly overrated
and i still have this weird eye twitch
I am sick of water and miso soup
think I will go back to copious amounts of coffee,
pills, booze, sugar, Djarum's, red meat, sex and addictive relationships..
I can live with my addictions
lack of...
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I am starting to hallucinate
detoxing is highly overrated
and i still have this weird eye twitch
I am sick of water and miso soup
think I will go back to copious amounts of coffee,
pills, booze, sugar, Djarum's, red meat, sex and addictive relationships..
I can live with my addictions
lack of...
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_v_:
does kicking count as touching?
so you have a gnomme army?
so you have a gnomme army?
New picture
it's not webcam but hey, it's something right?
I am so unmotivated this week..
but I have my people working on the webcam thing
Translation: me whining to my friend until he gets fed up and hooks a webcam up for me
I would probably bore you all anyway, I would feel the need to entertain and would end up hurting myself in...
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it's not webcam but hey, it's something right?
I am so unmotivated this week..
but I have my people working on the webcam thing
Translation: me whining to my friend until he gets fed up and hooks a webcam up for me
I would probably bore you all anyway, I would feel the need to entertain and would end up hurting myself in...
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pirateking8:
Becareful of what I wish for HUH?
What would I do ? What would I do ?
I would never let go,I would never hurt, I would be true
I would do anything,I would never let go.
-ELVIS- 
What would I do ? What would I do ?
I would never let go,I would never hurt, I would be true
I would do anything,I would never let go.
-ELVIS-
nordicskin:
glad to hear your pooch is back home, i bet you're glad to have her! love your new pic. Erin and Buster really like it too. i think Erin is in love, she said she wanted you to tie her up with your braids, heh i told her to get in line Tee Hee
I am not really here..shhhh...
leave a message I will get back to you when I come back..officially
Leaving for Belgium in a week or so. My account will probably close again while I am away. but i will be back. I hope to be able to leave a message from time to time while I am away.
I won't be here much so those...
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leave a message I will get back to you when I come back..officially
Leaving for Belgium in a week or so. My account will probably close again while I am away. but i will be back. I hope to be able to leave a message from time to time while I am away.
I won't be here much so those...
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pirateking8:
I added more pics hun take a look...
-ELVIS-
-ELVIS-
nordicskin:
Are you back for real????? I missed you
well..this is it, my last journal entry, almost 6 mo. to the day. I wish I had something profound to leave you with, I guess I should have thought of something days ago. Right now I am just to sad and all i keep hearing are cheesy love songs in my head.
I wish all of you the best
much love and happiness.
I hope...
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I wish all of you the best
much love and happiness.
I hope...
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pirateking8:
You need to listen to the group tatu Every time I hear them I think of you You have to hear them...
-ELVIS-
-ELVIS-
pirateking8:
Please let me know your still there I will catch it did you fall asleep agian?
..If you did goodnight, may the prince awake you from slumber soon
-ELVIS-
..If you did goodnight, may the prince awake you from slumber soon
-ELVIS-
Sorry 'bout the sheets, I was going to ge to them but I got tied up
Honest