baby, ain't nothing left to do but rob a bank, and go out in a blaze of gunfire and tragic glory..
are you with me?
Update: I didn't go to jail. The neighbor didn't open his door
but I did kick and pound my fists on his door while screaming obscenities. I must have been there for a good 10minutes. Then I got tired and... Read More
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My poem for today was written by cobalt I like it a lot and wanted to share..
Beware! She plays Amelia Earhart,
this actress. She needs, desires long flights
across unknown trajectories. Tight spite
aviatrix, fast connecting the part;
Do vague Coral curtains encrust your plane?
If I got so far out, I couldnt see
land, Id dive in, let the waves swallow me.
Watch...
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Beware! She plays Amelia Earhart,
this actress. She needs, desires long flights
across unknown trajectories. Tight spite
aviatrix, fast connecting the part;
Do vague Coral curtains encrust your plane?
If I got so far out, I couldnt see
land, Id dive in, let the waves swallow me.
Watch...
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cobalt:
Glad you liked the poem! Hey, I posted my portfolio in the Pics on my profile - take a peek. In the meantime, If I don't talk to you, have a great trip!!!!
supernovice:
Mmmmmmm... Brunch at Chick's Oyster Bar.
A clean page:
what shines in you is not nothing,
though equally clear and blue
and I am old enough to know
I ought to give up wanting to
touch that shining.
What shines anyway?
Stars, cut glass and water
and you in your serene blue shirt
Standing beside a window
while it rains, nothing much going on
intangible.
To put your hand into the...
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cobalt:
Yeah, that poem was one of mine - I wrote 12 sonnets a couple years back and thought it might fit your mood...!
cobalt:
Absolutely you can post it in your journal - I will send more from time to time!
I wished for you
butI guess I wished on stars
that were to small
you're there and I am here
and I don't feel like
we are getting anywhere
at all.
when i am talking you are not listening
and when you're looking at me
I am looking away
and as much as I want this
I wonder if I can survive another
day.
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butI guess I wished on stars
that were to small
you're there and I am here
and I don't feel like
we are getting anywhere
at all.
when i am talking you are not listening
and when you're looking at me
I am looking away
and as much as I want this
I wonder if I can survive another
day.
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_v_:
NOOO!!!!
not the flying monkeys
i retract all comments
just don't sick the flying monkeys on me
please
not the flying monkeys
i retract all comments
just don't sick the flying monkeys on me
please
leiru13:
*cue wicked witch theme from Wizard of Oz*
I am convinced I will never sleep like a "normal" person again.
I am starting to hallucinate
detoxing is highly overrated
and i still have this weird eye twitch
I am sick of water and miso soup
think I will go back to copious amounts of coffee,
pills, booze, sugar, Djarum's, red meat, sex and addictive relationships..
I can live with my addictions
lack of...
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I am starting to hallucinate
detoxing is highly overrated
and i still have this weird eye twitch
I am sick of water and miso soup
think I will go back to copious amounts of coffee,
pills, booze, sugar, Djarum's, red meat, sex and addictive relationships..
I can live with my addictions
lack of...
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_v_:
does kicking count as touching?
so you have a gnomme army?
so you have a gnomme army?
New picture
it's not webcam but hey, it's something right?
I am so unmotivated this week..
but I have my people working on the webcam thing
Translation: me whining to my friend until he gets fed up and hooks a webcam up for me
I would probably bore you all anyway, I would feel the need to entertain and would end up hurting myself in...
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it's not webcam but hey, it's something right?
I am so unmotivated this week..
but I have my people working on the webcam thing
Translation: me whining to my friend until he gets fed up and hooks a webcam up for me
I would probably bore you all anyway, I would feel the need to entertain and would end up hurting myself in...
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pirateking8:
Becareful of what I wish for HUH?
What would I do ? What would I do ?
I would never let go,I would never hurt, I would be true
I would do anything,I would never let go.
-ELVIS-
What would I do ? What would I do ?
I would never let go,I would never hurt, I would be true
I would do anything,I would never let go.
-ELVIS-
nordicskin:
glad to hear your pooch is back home, i bet you're glad to have her! love your new pic. Erin and Buster really like it too. i think Erin is in love, she said she wanted you to tie her up with your braids, heh i told her to get in line Tee Hee
I am not really here..shhhh...
leave a message I will get back to you when I come back..officially
Leaving for Belgium in a week or so. My account will probably close again while I am away. but i will be back. I hope to be able to leave a message from time to time while I am away.
I won't be here much so those...
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leave a message I will get back to you when I come back..officially
Leaving for Belgium in a week or so. My account will probably close again while I am away. but i will be back. I hope to be able to leave a message from time to time while I am away.
I won't be here much so those...
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pirateking8:
I added more pics hun take a look...
-ELVIS-
-ELVIS-
nordicskin:
Are you back for real????? I missed you 
well..this is it, my last journal entry, almost 6 mo. to the day. I wish I had something profound to leave you with, I guess I should have thought of something days ago. Right now I am just to sad and all i keep hearing are cheesy love songs in my head.
I wish all of you the best
much love and happiness.
I hope...
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I wish all of you the best
much love and happiness.
I hope...
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pirateking8:
You need to listen to the group tatu Every time I hear them I think of you You have to hear them...
-ELVIS-
-ELVIS-
pirateking8:
Please let me know your still there I will catch it did you fall asleep agian?
..If you did goodnight, may the prince awake you from slumber soon
-ELVIS-
..If you did goodnight, may the prince awake you from slumber soon
-ELVIS-
Added more pictures to the my picture file!! I had to try it out..
5hrs..
Ugh..how many times have I edited my journal today?
(is anyone keeping track) oh right..7 this is the 7th time..thanks
So less then 5 hrs left and I cannot come up with anything profound to say..all I've got is Patsy cline lyrics playing in my head.
time for another bloody...
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5hrs..
Ugh..how many times have I edited my journal today?
(is anyone keeping track) oh right..7 this is the 7th time..thanks
So less then 5 hrs left and I cannot come up with anything profound to say..all I've got is Patsy cline lyrics playing in my head.
time for another bloody...
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escapegoat:
no summary......no break through.....no big confessionals....no more nothing......oh well..........wheres the tissue......????......i guess ill just go have a moment myself......and just imagine words said
frank_castle:
some people wrote some songs about you go figure
Shaggy - Angel
Robert Palmer - Simply Irresistable
Train - Drops of Jupiter
Thicke - When I Get You Alone
John Mayer - Your Body is a Wonderland
Shaggy - Angel
Robert Palmer - Simply Irresistable
Train - Drops of Jupiter
Thicke - When I Get You Alone
John Mayer - Your Body is a Wonderland
In the final hours
comes the emptying of my soul..
You can stay in my house
wrapped in your coat of razor blades
you can smash my furniture
get pissing drunk and break the bottles
show me your scars
where they knifed you, the tired lines
like zippers
Sweetheart, show me the bruises.
Curse me if you want to.
Tomorrow noon the two of us...
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comes the emptying of my soul..
You can stay in my house
wrapped in your coat of razor blades
you can smash my furniture
get pissing drunk and break the bottles
show me your scars
where they knifed you, the tired lines
like zippers
Sweetheart, show me the bruises.
Curse me if you want to.
Tomorrow noon the two of us...
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nordicskin:
Ahh you're leaving after we just found each other you better come back soon, kay?
take care sweety, love ya
BuddhaKat
you better come back soon, kay?
take care sweety, love ya
BuddhaKat
justinhell:
you are so loved.
What is reality?
I am a plaster doll: I pose
with eyes that cut open without landfall or nightfall
upon some shellacked and grinning person,
eyes that open, blue, steel and close.
Am I appoximately an I, Magnin transplant?
I have hair, black angel
black angel stuffing to comb
nylon legs, luminous arms
and some advertised clothes....
What is reality
to this synthetic doll
who...
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I am a plaster doll: I pose
with eyes that cut open without landfall or nightfall
upon some shellacked and grinning person,
eyes that open, blue, steel and close.
Am I appoximately an I, Magnin transplant?
I have hair, black angel
black angel stuffing to comb
nylon legs, luminous arms
and some advertised clothes....
What is reality
to this synthetic doll
who...
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escapegoat:
and get out of my mind again.......
New picture time! refresh..
The entire room was frowning at Emily
they wanted to know if she was crazy or what?
It disturbed them she wrote so many poems
about death,madness and suffering,
Like: a normal person wouldn't do that,
would they?
but they were to polite to complain, so I had to
make a speech about it.
Said I: You know there are two...
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The entire room was frowning at Emily
they wanted to know if she was crazy or what?
It disturbed them she wrote so many poems
about death,madness and suffering,
Like: a normal person wouldn't do that,
would they?
but they were to polite to complain, so I had to
make a speech about it.
Said I: You know there are two...
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escapegoat:
so that makes you a fetish as a commodity........
and what do you want to be?
and could i be a fetish of sorts?
does it pay?
i can see the fetish side of things, but i dont know if id consider you a fetish......your more just a good looking skin worshipable.......it doesnt take a rocket scientist to find something in their pocket.......
it must be a strange life you live
and what do you want to be?
and could i be a fetish of sorts?
does it pay?
i can see the fetish side of things, but i dont know if id consider you a fetish......your more just a good looking skin worshipable.......it doesnt take a rocket scientist to find something in their pocket.......
it must be a strange life you live
escapegoat:
whats yer niche?, that theyve made you
update
Zanexstacya........2 drugs....one girl.......perfect name......at least for my inventions.......
so........did you or this old man pee pants......?????.....if he did, good job.........if he didnt and you didnt......then you didnt let go enough.........any good freak out should involve pee..........right?........and um........what brought on the freak out?.........
[Edited on May 19, 2003]
heh.... shut yr mouth and pour me another shot!? please?