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Carson Shitty, NV

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Monday Sep 10, 2007

Sep 10, 2007
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Meh... I'm pretending it isn't happening.
Pulling a blanket over my head and saying "Neener Neener... you can't see me!"
At least until I have my biopsy done.

I need a break. I keep saying that though. For the last 2 years, I've needed a break. Even when I'm on vacation or have the kids at a sitter's place... I never feel like I get a break. Maybe what I need isn't a break. Maybe it's a CHANGE!

My last set got a total of 117 comments over 2 weeks. I've seen sets get that many on the first day, so I'm pretty sure it's not gong up. No worries. My next one will be SO much better! Plus, EVERYONE is a Firefly fan. Some of them just don't know it yet. wink

I'm tired.
I can't seem to sleep when I should, and when I do fall asleep, it takes an act of God to wake me up! I've been an insomniac for years, but this narcoleptic bullshit is seriously driving me insane. I can sleep for 16 hours, wake up feeling like shit, and start dragging ass about an hour later, to the point where I start falling asleep during chores, etc. I'm always tired, and I don't know what to do about it. When I sleep, I can't wake up. When I stay awake long enough, I can't force myself to sleep. I need some kind of cure-all. I have tried caffeine and exercise and more water... I've tried all sorts of things. What do Y'all do when you're haveing trouble staying awake? I'd rather be awake all of the time than be peeling myself out of bed every day, and wanting to crawl back in before my feet hit the floor.

Oh well, I need a cigarette. And a meal.
I'll give more thought to what "change" I might need to make. I'm tired of feeling tired physically AND emotionally. whatever
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
vhott:
keep your head up girl espeacialy cuz we're supposed to hang out naked remeber?
Sep 11, 2007
angel_ree:
I'm with you on pretty much all of the above. I'm also going to go see your set smile
Sep 12, 2007

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