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So yesterday my photoshoot went great! Many many thanks to JMP and the staff at IMT in london for letting me use their beautiful gallery. kiss

I am really happy with what I got. of course, photoshop will have their work cut out for them. But I get to choose my pre-submission set this week (hopefully I'll get the link tomorrow or tuesday).

I found out...
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templar_jareth:
happy birthday kiss
maibey:
happy birthday
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I am SO psyched about Saturday. My best friend helped me figure out what name is going to be my first choice, and I'm torn between surprising everybody and just telling y'all... Screw it! You're looking at the soon-to-be "Never Suicide" ! It came from a sci-fi made-for-TV movie he watched, where the main character (Never) could turn herself into a Raven! (And as Raven...
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bloodspider:
Neon purple hair well when i start working if you come threw the gate i ll be able to spot you lol so when you hear a gate guard say have a good one Never Suicide you ll know who it is tongue so wheres this piercing shop you keep talking about? I need some clear eyebrow rings lol I have cut to length paper clips in right now to hide them lol. Good luck on saturday, have fun.
-Spider
anella:
I like the hair color!!! Are you having any trouble with it staying in? I tried to get bright red streaks in my hair twice and they washed out twice... so now it looks like Halloween colors. The sad thing is I went to a professional salong. Did you do yours yourself?
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I finally found a pair of stainless barber-sheers! I am so psyched! Now I don't have to trust some ass-hat who doesn't know what the hell they're doing to cut my prescious hair! lol

I'm cutting it and touching up the dye this afternoon. I am so glad I found the scissors! Yay Allie!
I've got in contact with a few other photographers, so hopefully...
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altamedic:
hehheehehe!!!! i cant wait to see this set!!!!!!!! the dreads would look good on you **but then again anything on you would look great!!!!*** alllergies suck the big one!!! im so glad i dont suffer anymore with them. you know the name i think you should take. seriously i think its perfect but then again thats only my humble opinion biggrin biggrin well lots of luv to you my dearest!!!
valeyard:
Best of luck on the new photo shoots... I'll be looking forward to the day when (not if) you turn pink! love
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Really tired the last few days. And I'm sick of the "spiritual" crap surrounding my family since I can remember. I thought I was rid of it, but last night my kids were in the middle of it. I've seen alot of unexplainable crap in my life, especially as a little kid, so the last thing I'm going to do is tell my kids they've...
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altamedic:
wow ill send you all the positive energy to you in the hopes that it will help....hugs sweetie.....god i miss talking with you! drop a line sometime! hugs!
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Sorry about yesterday's post.
*bows head in abject humility*

And thanks to everyone who PM-ed me. husband'ls ass is pretty mch stick-free today. smile


I'm torn about my shoot on Cinco De Mayo. I really just want to get it done, but in order to be really honestly happy with it, there's quite alot I'd have to do. I hae no doubt that I'm "SG material"...
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xx_river_xx:
Thanks sweetie. And I think he knows what he's got, but he's really hard to talk to nowadays, and he has alot of trouble showing (or eve having) emotions. the most I usually get from him is "hey, you look nice" and it's so damn random when it happens. Half the time I won't have brushed my hair, I'll be havng a sneezing fit, and wearing a baggy tee shirt with baby spit-up on it..... I just don't get him.
temple_loren:
You're a wonderful, beautiful human being and definitely have SG potential. You look perfect smile The best thing about SG that they are different types of girls in unique qualities. Also, you seem to be a sweet person who has a husband who loves you, I know he loves you for what you are.

Yeah, I feel that I need to lose 15 pounds. The biggest problem is my ass. Everybody says I have an ass like Jennifer Lopez smile That makes me happy! I'm a off and on undecided SG hopeful and try to look good for pictures, but I still look pretty. Don't feel like that, but you're beautiful and go for your dreams.

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Take care

XOXO kiss
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Many issues, and no-one to talk to. My husband is edgy, so I can't talk to him. My friends are all usy with ren-faire season. And no-one is here either it seems. whatever

My stupid teenaged little brother started cutting himself. I went though WAY too much of that crap and he saw most of it, so I just feel seriously like flying over there and...
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altamedic:
damn hun, hugs! you know i am always here for you. i know i may be half a world away but damn a good rant email always helps and im always ready and wiling to be there for you...your shoot is going to be good. it cant be anything but since you are so damn cute and hott!!! your not the worst mother and wife, sounds like your husband better get off his freaking ass and start appreciating the things you do for him **i know i would!** and help out and get off the god damn computer!!!! get off the computer and start spending real quality time with you, and start treating you like the princess you are! im holding my towel here actually no im putting my towel in the closet **where i belongs**, ill never throw it in on you **hugs** maybe you should have a good heart to heart talk with your bro about what hes doing. he acutally might listen to you since you said you went thru it yourself. and as for your mom, tell her to back off!!!! sorry if i sound like an ass hun but i hate it when my friends get abused **mentally, physically, emotionally** and im not there to give them the hug they need and shoulder to cry on..........well ill send you this special hug i was saving my my mommy but looks like you need it more.....***********************HUGS******************** email me if you want to vent or chat....or if you want my number or exchange numbers **yes i would call and chat with you for however long you want to talk for!!!** kk talk to you later luv!!!! hugs again
haraggan:
Sending you love!
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Maybe I'm wrong here, but wasn't there something called SuicideGirls long before the internet version? 'Cause it was around 1994 when I first heard about SG (or something VERY similar) ... I know the site has been all "official" since 2001, but maybe she was thinking the same thing I had seen. There were calendars and prints at my local mall when I was 8-9...
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xx_river_xx:
I'd like to go with something that i'm already semi-attached to, so I won't end up hating it later. smile
Thanks for the suggestions, but my list in my last blog has all the ones I'd like voted on. kiss
bloodspider:
yeah some of the oldies seem to have a bug up their shorts somedays.. i dunno I generally just lerk the boards but its changed alot around here over the years not saying that cause I ve beena member foreve cause i havent but I have been around since the being but lol didnt have the age at first then was money to join... things like that sadly are some of my fav girls have long since retired cause this place started to get too many terd floating around, it goes through its phases though it seems, jsut like any online community. GOod luckwith the name and yeah screw that guy, every SG thats a good SG and I think you know what I mean by that their name has some sort of meaning its not just something thrown out at random, that name is going to be like a tattoo your going to be stuck with it peopleare going to refer to you by it and will as what it means ro ifit has meaning so it damn well better lol other wise your just oing to tlook silly .. woo lol almost rambled off in to rant... well like said god luck
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Yay! Finally got the name change to work! Not exactly what I wanted, but whatever.

When I get formally accepted as an SG, I've been putting alot of thought into my name. Since there's a Limbo girl with a name only one letter off from my "real" name, I decided it would be better if I chose something really different from someone else. So, here's...
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ckdexterhaven:
Psuedo Suicide would be the coolest name in history. That gets my vote. biggrin
metatag:
Chaos is the one I like best, that has a nice ring to it.
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Changed my member name to what I hope to get for my SG name when (if) I get accepted. Hope y'all aren't too confused. I've got the same pic at least, so you should know who I am. You can still call me Allie. I don't mind either way.

Taking my first professional set on May 5th. JMP is shooting it for me in London....
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altamedic:
oh trust me my head is up!!!!! hehe j/k, good luck on your shoot! and there is no if when you get accepted, you will!!!! and thats all there is to it. your just too damn cute and sexy not to
metatag:
Good luck with your set. I will look forward to seeing the shots on SG. kiss kiss kiss
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Mother-in-law wants to come visit. confused Didn't I move overseas so that WOULDN'T happen?
Ever sick of her religiosity, her holier-than-thou routine, her "I'm a better cook and a nicer human being then you, and my son is some kind of gift from god directly to poor pathetic you" bullschtick...

Thing is, hubby won't be here, so I do need the help. After all, I'm not...
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allegro:
I know how you feel, though luckily I will avoid being dragged to church! My born-again grandfolk from Santo Domingo are coming up for another visit, which has my whole nuclear family in a tizzy (oh the residences that must be cleaned of all questionable material!). I just want to keep the peace, so no announcements about being a bisexual pagan this year for me.
temple_loren:
Hi! For the first time responding to your blog smile Don't let your mother-in-law get to you.

When my mom became a born-again Christian 13 years ago, she forced me to attend church, it was like a 4 and a half ordeal that I hate Sundays. If you're living under her roof, it is mandatory to attend church with her, you don't have a damn choice but go. I love my mom but our beliefs our different.


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This week has Sucked ass you guys!
Between SG remodeling and the computer acting all slow, I haven't been able to get much of anything done! I still can't edit my pictures or even see the albums. I also haven't gotten to look at anone else's frown

Hubby's birthday went poorly. I just wish we could have done SOMETHING, ya know? It looks like the weekend...
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lycoris:
I came by 'cause I love your new profile pic! Your freckles are awesome.
bloodspider:
So think you could be a saving grace lol saw you said in the SGUK where are you thread that your husband works at Mildenhall, and from your post I take it hes military... so yeah I just moved here to lakenheath though biggrin if theres any good info you could share about the area I would so love you for it, happy to see already there are SG folks in the area last base there was me and one other guy for the longest time till we spread the word around. But yeah I m going to be moving off base soon and if you have a suggestion on areas too look that would be awesome or just about anything else really cause it sucks right I dont know anyone around here lol. any thanks much
laters
-Spider