Not much going on except house-cleaning. And Allergies. 
I've been cleaning like a madwoman the last couple of days. I'm trying to get everything picture-perfect and using my new DYSON to get up all the dust I can. Dust kills me. God, a few minutes ago I was almost so far gone I couldn't swallow my allergy pills! Thankfully I choked them down and now...
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I've been cleaning like a madwoman the last couple of days. I'm trying to get everything picture-perfect and using my new DYSON to get up all the dust I can. Dust kills me. God, a few minutes ago I was almost so far gone I couldn't swallow my allergy pills! Thankfully I choked them down and now...
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vhott:
oh honey im sorry for th allegies, we all suffer too. the cabinet looks like a pharacy. and how do you like the dyson so far? i was thinking of getting one. half of the house is tile and that helps. and arent we getting married? huh...long comment. oops-vhott
Sunday afternoon I went to the ER because my foot was hurting like a sonofabitch...
Saturday night, really late, I took a little spill down the stairs. I thought I was a step lower than I was and went to step on what was presumably the floor. I caught the corner of the bottom step and hit it hard.
Aparently, I've got a tiny hairline...
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Saturday night, really late, I took a little spill down the stairs. I thought I was a step lower than I was and went to step on what was presumably the floor. I caught the corner of the bottom step and hit it hard.
Aparently, I've got a tiny hairline...
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ckdexterhaven:
So true, Bea Arthur kicks all kinds of ass. So witty and intelligent. Maude was a ballsy show for the time.
vhott:
its a new day and im better today. im glad you liked my pics. i'll show more soon....maybe.-vhott
Art is a hard thing to define. Always a highly subjective term, what we as modern society deem to be art has decidedly changed over the centuries. And even on a lesser scale, what one person believes to be art, another will find repulsive.
Many people find many different things beautiful. I for instance am enthralled with the macabre and find the spirituality and mythology...
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Many people find many different things beautiful. I for instance am enthralled with the macabre and find the spirituality and mythology...
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I'm gettin' new ink on Saturday! I'm all excited. I'm getting my first Froud tattoo. One of his Frog ladies from the "Good Fairies/ Bad Fairies" book. I've been playing around with photoshop too, so I know exactly how I want it colored, where I want them (two identical frog-chicks facing eachother as the start of a chest-piece)... I've even sketched out a rough sketch...
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bloodspider:
kool kool, im planning on getting some new tottoos soon
xx_river_xx:
Pics to come soon I promise! I ended up in the chair for over 3 hours though, and was told it'd be between 1.5 and 2. ... Hurt alot more than my thigh piece, but worth it! I'll have to check the color and all that in a few days though, because she had a bit of trouble... my left side decided to bleed and swell a LOT more than my right side *shrug* Anywho... I'm happy as a clam right now. Still bandaged up an' greasy.
I feel like I'm floating barely conscious through my own life, as if the Earth and I revolve in oposite directions, and her gravity is starting to fail.
I am a cloud of subconscious meandering, euthanizing emotion and devouring delight.
Unseen I gather no attention, screaming inside and flailing furiously against the walls of my hollow mind.
Stared upon with glassy eyes and lifeless smiles....
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I am a cloud of subconscious meandering, euthanizing emotion and devouring delight.
Unseen I gather no attention, screaming inside and flailing furiously against the walls of my hollow mind.
Stared upon with glassy eyes and lifeless smiles....
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Stole this from a post in the PSW group I made yesterday...
I didn't get a single response...
So what do you guys (as my friends) think about this... granted, I know a large portion of why this became an issue is because of my own insecurities and stuff.....
But what do you say/do if something bothers you so much and all you WANT to...
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I didn't get a single response...
So what do you guys (as my friends) think about this... granted, I know a large portion of why this became an issue is because of my own insecurities and stuff.....
But what do you say/do if something bothers you so much and all you WANT to...
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bloodspider:
umm wow .. i currently dont have th time cause i have to run off to work a the moment to respectfully give a good answer to your blog but will reply to your comment on mine.. how self centered of me lol.. but yeah dont go stalking me now that you know where i live haha and I m always up for a pint or two 
Royo yeah great art I only have the one though sadly. but now i have to put the monkey suit on and lol pick up some odd name tapes before work... lol lets just say the lady gave me some wierd looks when the word zombie appeared on the sheet lol.
laters
-spider
Royo yeah great art I only have the one though sadly. but now i have to put the monkey suit on and lol pick up some odd name tapes before work... lol lets just say the lady gave me some wierd looks when the word zombie appeared on the sheet lol.
laters
-spider
twixxie:
Never,
I am obsessive compulsive about many things. I finally went to a shrink, and am on a good medication that stops my OCD symptoms and also helps me to sleep. I have only one child, and an ex-husband who is my friend and a great co-parent. So, I feel lucky. You and your hubby may need some counseling about his acceptance of you the way you are. We don't make wedding vows based on the person always looking the same, especially when the look is a result of an eating disorder.
You are just fine the way you are.
twix
I am obsessive compulsive about many things. I finally went to a shrink, and am on a good medication that stops my OCD symptoms and also helps me to sleep. I have only one child, and an ex-husband who is my friend and a great co-parent. So, I feel lucky. You and your hubby may need some counseling about his acceptance of you the way you are. We don't make wedding vows based on the person always looking the same, especially when the look is a result of an eating disorder.
You are just fine the way you are.
twix
I'm curious... so answer me dammit! 
1) what's everybody's favorite sexual position and why?
2) what's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with a lover (or yourself)?
3) what would you NOT do in the bedroom?
4) If you had a genie who could grant you any three wishes, but they HAD to be sexual, what would you wish for?
5) what sexual talents to...
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1) what's everybody's favorite sexual position and why?
2) what's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with a lover (or yourself)?
3) what would you NOT do in the bedroom?
4) If you had a genie who could grant you any three wishes, but they HAD to be sexual, what would you wish for?
5) what sexual talents to...
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altamedic:
1. doggy, i just love to be able to look down at her hot ass while im pumping her from behind
2. had a 3 some with 2 chicks and myself
3. touch another male...sorry just cant do it
4. a. longer dick, b. longer stamina, c. the skills to please ANY woman all night long in the bedroom
5. its been 10 years i dont remember!
6. to make the woman orgasim EVERY time i go down on her
7. again look at #5
8. her personality
9. see #5 and #7
10. the 80's singer Tiffany. i just had the biggest crush on her for like ever!!!!
cool questions and hugs to you luv!!!!
2. had a 3 some with 2 chicks and myself
3. touch another male...sorry just cant do it
4. a. longer dick, b. longer stamina, c. the skills to please ANY woman all night long in the bedroom
5. its been 10 years i dont remember!
6. to make the woman orgasim EVERY time i go down on her
7. again look at #5
8. her personality
9. see #5 and #7
10. the 80's singer Tiffany. i just had the biggest crush on her for like ever!!!!
cool questions and hugs to you luv!!!!
soaringfire:
1) what's everybody's favorite sexual position and why?
against the wall, im a kinky betch
2) what's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with a lover (or yourself)?
swimming pool, then the lift
3) what would you NOT do in the bedroom?
clean
4) If you had a genie who could grant you any three wishes, but they HAD to be sexual, what would you wish for?
hugh laurie naked, chains, bondage tape
5) what sexual talents to you have?
many
6) what talents do you wish you had?
more flexible
7) what's your favorite thing about your most recent partner?
huge
8) What one thing do you look for above all else when "hooking up" with someone?
9) What one thing do you like during sex that your partner won't do? Or one thing your partner likes that YOU won't do?
10) If you could fuck any one person in the world (alive or dead) who would it be and why?
hugh laurie, house turns me on
against the wall, im a kinky betch
2) what's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with a lover (or yourself)?
swimming pool, then the lift
3) what would you NOT do in the bedroom?
clean
4) If you had a genie who could grant you any three wishes, but they HAD to be sexual, what would you wish for?
hugh laurie naked, chains, bondage tape
5) what sexual talents to you have?
many
6) what talents do you wish you had?
more flexible
7) what's your favorite thing about your most recent partner?
huge
8) What one thing do you look for above all else when "hooking up" with someone?
9) What one thing do you like during sex that your partner won't do? Or one thing your partner likes that YOU won't do?
10) If you could fuck any one person in the world (alive or dead) who would it be and why?
hugh laurie, house turns me on
It's Friday and I still have no weekend plans. Well, other than the fact that I have to clean my car out and make my husband finish the mowing. lol
My kids have been under my skin since they got up this morning and it doesn't look like they're planning to stop anytime soon. We were outside a little while ago, since the sun came...
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My kids have been under my skin since they got up this morning and it doesn't look like they're planning to stop anytime soon. We were outside a little while ago, since the sun came...
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altamedic:
u know what else is good exercise...er wait you have 2 little ones already..damn you know the secret!!! hmmm we haf ways to make you forget 
hehe hun have a kick ass weekend...and hugs!
hehe hun have a kick ass weekend...and hugs!
xx_river_xx:
THREE little ones. Not having more if I can help it... My body can't take it anymnore.
Non Bitchy Blog! lol
So I picked up a few new movies after payday. Some old favorites and some new fantasy. Pan's Labrynth was the shit. I didn't expect a foreign film (it's all spoken in Espanol and subtitled in English)... But the visuals and music rocked! That and the whole WW2 era is a great setting for just about any film really. lol
Encino...
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So I picked up a few new movies after payday. Some old favorites and some new fantasy. Pan's Labrynth was the shit. I didn't expect a foreign film (it's all spoken in Espanol and subtitled in English)... But the visuals and music rocked! That and the whole WW2 era is a great setting for just about any film really. lol
Encino...
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altamedic:
sounds like your doing great!!!im soo happy for you luv! hugs sweetie!
tonyt:
Love Pan's Labyrinth. One of my favorite films of all time.
Military Spouse's Appreciation day!
So I got this one-line email from the husband saying ... "Just wanted to wish you a happy Military Spouse Appreciation (MSA) Day" ...
Ummm, yeah. I'm waiting for him to come home and say not-a-damn-thing about it, like always. But at least it was better than my last 2 birthdays, our last 3 anniversaries and last mother's day...
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So I got this one-line email from the husband saying ... "Just wanted to wish you a happy Military Spouse Appreciation (MSA) Day" ...
Ummm, yeah. I'm waiting for him to come home and say not-a-damn-thing about it, like always. But at least it was better than my last 2 birthdays, our last 3 anniversaries and last mother's day...
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deadmanshand:
that does suck hun.... I agree on all those points, i figure if i want to play viedogames so much I need to put all the effort in elsewhere to be alowed that privillege!! hope he figures it out in time for the next lot of holidays and you get some good romantic suprises!
xx_river_xx:
Nope. never will. The computer is his real love and the kids and I are just standers-by in this relationship. I've even tried taking him to therapy, but it does no good. For all of an hour he says he's sorry and he'll change, but the moment he sees the computer when we get home, it's back to the old ways... I'll blog more later.....
Okay, rant-fest part deux...
On top of all of the crap I had going on in my head yesterday, very early this morning, I found out that my brother, who is barely 15, is about to become a daddy.........
His ex-girlfriend thinks she's abot 4-months along. She's a total slag and has tried everything she could to ruin my poor brother's life. She has said...
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On top of all of the crap I had going on in my head yesterday, very early this morning, I found out that my brother, who is barely 15, is about to become a daddy.........
His ex-girlfriend thinks she's abot 4-months along. She's a total slag and has tried everything she could to ruin my poor brother's life. She has said...
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metatag:
With all of that going on I hope your set is accepted. I read about it in the Hopefuls group and it sounds like you found a great location.
Best of luck.
Best of luck.
bashster:
wow your goth club sex story kicks serious lezzy ass i shouldn,t read that shit before work trousers and hard ons ahem do go together at least with jeans you can shove it down the sied.awesome story
So, thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday yesterday. It was nice. I sat around most of the day but it was relaxing. I got to look at my finished set before choosing which ones to upload to the photoshop girl for pre-aproval. I also got an afternoon nap, which I LOVE. I'm so glad my kids are as young as they...
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It was nice. I sat around most of the day but it was relaxing. I got to look at my finished set before choosing which ones to upload to the photoshop girl for pre-aproval. I also got an afternoon nap, which I LOVE. I'm so glad my kids are as young as they... Read More
altamedic:
damn hun....HUGS....well i personally would the the mother in law and the sister in law that if they come to visit they have to get a room somewhere else!!!!! the mom does not seem too bad compared to the sister inlaw!!!!! that she bitch would NEVER come to my house let me tell you! i would make damn sure of that. i wish i could be there to take you out for coffee and let you just relax with me. you know my feelings and my attitude towards you there hun.....
i cant wait to see the pics!!! im all tingly inside just thinking of them! i think this set is the most anticipated set i have ever been waiting for!!!! hugs my darling. im here if you need me
i cant wait to see the pics!!! im all tingly inside just thinking of them! i think this set is the most anticipated set i have ever been waiting for!!!! hugs my darling. im here if you need me
soaringfire:
Aw sweetie. Feel free to rant, it always helps. Looking forward to seeing your set. x x