xviolentxbeautyx

Try to create a contagious Smile
With that passion that I long to succeed in my ways
days pass by, not gonna sit here no more no more,
no more, more no more no more no more no more!



I need to escape this place of madness.
Even just for alil while
I feel like everyone is consuming my air.
It fluster fucks me, I...
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Im feeling hella good
So lets just keep on dancing!


Its just to damn bad im injured and cant dance!

Fuck this dude!


Im soooo restricted.

Kamikaze Karaoke was as always a blast.......

No drinky drinky for me.......

The Word of the Day..........
hi-dro-CODE-own


Its a good thing to.
As many people that ran over my leg tonight, Id be in tears!

I had a...
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Nobody likes you
Everyone left you
Theyre all out without you
having fun.



Of all the troubled times I have had within the past year. This one is deffinately the challenging.
Ive been sick with colds, the flu, strep throat.
Ive developed cyst on a regular constant
Ive thrown my backout, and Ive been burned at my former job.

I'm really trying my hardest to...
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I am such a fuckin cockass. I closed my eyes and the first thing that wakes me up is my boss calling my phone. Its 1:30 p.m. WTF. I heard no alarm, nothing. I know I set it. Im so screwed. This has never happend to me before, I knew I should of just pulled an all nighter.

FUCK.


ok, im done....
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Where will these visions lead
How far dare I go
Where will this song take me
Into the deep unknown.


Well just got in and uploaded ALL the pics from The Toy party Hosted by Mercie and JamieLee.
Forgive me for not labeling any of them. Its hard to remember 2 names for everyone!

QOTD
Take a look at the pics...... Ive numbered them....
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Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight,
And everything'll be alright,
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
so give me novacaine




The word for today is.............


Miserable
Because that is what I was. According to everyone!
Ive been in so much pain.
Its no so much that, but just the fact I was sooo
looking...
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I was just going to edit my last journal but since its after midnight, what the hell. Besides I have to be up in 4.5 hours.



This is the stupid boy drama bullshit that has contaminated my life for the past couple years. I usually would never post a AIM convo unless its funny, but this is just rediculous. I mean yeah I can be...
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Im going Nuckin Futz.

Seriously. Why do thes things always happen to me at the most worst times.

Im keep telling myself, Im not going to let this get me down.

This damn knee immobilizer and crutches are just fustrating me. When i get fustrated I get pissed off. WTF.

Ehh Im half way to the point i want to rip my legg off and...
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I came home from the ER passed out. Woke up around 8pm. Was bored. So i hobbiled my gimp ass over and met up with
Starry_eyed JamieLee and Mercie
at Dennys in GB.

Its hard trying to drive, but I am determined to not let this injury fuck things up for me. I can not afford to miss work. there is just...
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im tipsy. People were confusing me! People were trying to convince me to stay at someones house i didnt know. aaaaaaaWierd!...... I was topless at fraziers damn bartender didnt trade me his shirt, see whaat happens when you dare me............ AHAHAHAHAHAHH! now im home with 3 hours of sleep to catch up on.... but i got my outfit for friday since me and Mercie went...
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