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Every fuckin year something fuckin has to happen to me.

I thought being sick was bad enough.

I just got put on a conference call from my work.

fuckin fired me on my birthday.

Please someone shoot me.

Now before it gets worse.







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Happy Birthday to me.

Im fuckin sick as shit.
Not going to work.
This blows.

In the spirit of giving..........
being...
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Edited to add.............
Happy Birthday to me!
what a great way to start it off,
by going to bed!

Night


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Ive had a long rough day.

FOund out I over drew my bank account .

I fuckin bounced my car off a cement column in the parking garage on the way home.

Im fuckin stoopid!

haha

Ijust uploaded all the pics from fuckin Customer...
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EDITED TO ADD:
So I got some photos edited and uploaded. THeir the ones from New years. Im working backwards! Go peep them biiitches out yo! Their in my pics in the friends folder. Id post them in a journal but I dont fuckin feel like it yo.

Time to catch some ZZzzzzZZZZ's
On a real mattress!
hahaha
physical therapy tomorrow.
BAH.


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I hate...
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i have to honestly say Happy new years to everyone,

This is probably the best new years ai have had in a long time.


That makes me soooooo much happy,.


thank you to everyone who was a part of it.


i love you dearly!


To conclude that I drank to much and I must go to bed!

Please Please Please Please Please Please Please Please
let me annoit the lust inside
Please Please Please Please Please Please Please Please
Let me devalue what's inside you
Hollywood at night hanging around
if this is a must than dying is a must right now.

I dont really have all that much to update on.

Ive done nothing but work and go to therapy.

I...
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Im in the middle of moving so forgive me for not being around my computer.......

I promise Ill give quick updates here and there.


Otherwise hopefully Ill be back in full swing sometime next week.


Next Tuesday
My Birthday Celebration
Kamikaze Karaoke Style
@ Fraziers.

Hope to see everyone there.

Capricorn: Give yourself more credit than you do.
You have done more than enough.



Yeah thats my mobile alert horoscope for the day.


Does that mean i can pat myself on the back?

Wel Its 1 o'clock.

I think Im going to go wake up Mercie now.

Since I'll be leaving for new york soon.

I cant wait.


Merry Christmas Everybody.

I'll be back sunday....
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Edit again........

Why is it everything i do or say is wrong, or not good enough.
Im like a fuckin plague everything I touch turns to shit.
Why do I even bother trying or putting to much thought into shit that it makes me sick.

Mother Theresa Complex, I know, I know.

Thank you Starry_eyed for helping me enjoy my evening and for great conversation....
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