xviolentxbeautyx

Please ignore my rambles.

Im having a down day




I feel consumed by hate.
I feel overwhelmed by disappointment
I feel that every lasting breath i take
is only for mere enjoyment.

LIfes to short and goes by so fast
Thats why i wont regret or ever look back.

I speak the truth because I never know when or if I'll have a chance to
redeem myself.

I dont know whats right, and I cant say what is wrong.

My head is spinning on the inside and my visions getting blurred from the
view of the world at a stand still.

I dont know why your not happy
you only have your self to thank for all of this.
Take a look around you
what is it you see
Nothing. you see nothing
Your lost and alone
and you dont know
what to look for in life
and whos fault is that.
Its yours. You have to deal with it. every day of your life.
Every mistake you made.
every heart you breaked
every smile you faked
was all a lie to you.

I swear sometimes your stupid
and you do things way out of context.
I hate the fact you show but yet hide your upset and insist to the world
your ok yet honest.

Your no better then the rest of the world and the fact that this is true.
youd rather ignore it and lift your head high and wear a spightful grin

why cant you accept the fate your destined to have.
and live like everyone else in this god forsaken land.


ok now breathe