Nobody likes you
Everyone left you
Theyre all out without you
having fun.
Of all the troubled times I have had within the past year. This one is deffinately the challenging.
Ive been sick with colds, the flu, strep throat.
Ive developed cyst on a regular constant
Ive thrown my backout, and Ive been burned at my former job.
I'm really trying my hardest to get thru this.
It aint no joke. Sometimes I just get the feeling everyone is
looking at me with this look of, Im defective, or a liar. Like theres always something wrong with me and its all my fault.
I did not ask for this, I dont want to be like this.
Im missing out on all the fun. Restriced, with an injury.
Almost a week has gone by. I havent been off of it.
Ive been telling myself I am not going to let this get me down. It seems that no matter how hard I try I just fall harder and fall further with all my failing effort.
Im growing into a insomniac state of mind. I can never sleep, and the pain is to abundant. ITs all I concentrate on and I never loose that focus. I toss and turn because I toss and turn. There is never everlasting comfort.
Then my body shuts down. and I have no choice, no control, no memory of anything. Then I awaken. IT could be 2,5, or even 12 hours later. I have nothing. No memory of falling asleep, No dreams, no thoughts, no reckolection (sp?) of anything. Just dead heavy sleep.
Now Im screwed.
I sllep thru people waking me up, my phone ringing, and my alarm going off. Myabe it didnt........ I dont fuckin know.
dude.......
Fuck back orders!
Wheres my Nympho Niagra!
hahah
oh and btw....
Got an email today.
Passed the 1st stage.
Onto the application process.
::Shrugs shoulders::
Oh and incase you havent looked at the album from the East coast SG toy party...... look now. The number of pic went up significantly!
URL=http://suicidegirls.com/albums/EAST+COAST+SG+TOY+PARTY/]EAST COAST SG TOY PARTY ALBUM!
Oh and the pic of the day.......
I can not believe this one was taken!
Thank you MistakesMade for that lovely photo!
Everyone left you
Theyre all out without you
having fun.
Of all the troubled times I have had within the past year. This one is deffinately the challenging.
Ive been sick with colds, the flu, strep throat.
Ive developed cyst on a regular constant
Ive thrown my backout, and Ive been burned at my former job.
I'm really trying my hardest to get thru this.
It aint no joke. Sometimes I just get the feeling everyone is
looking at me with this look of, Im defective, or a liar. Like theres always something wrong with me and its all my fault.
I did not ask for this, I dont want to be like this.
Im missing out on all the fun. Restriced, with an injury.
Almost a week has gone by. I havent been off of it.
Ive been telling myself I am not going to let this get me down. It seems that no matter how hard I try I just fall harder and fall further with all my failing effort.
Im growing into a insomniac state of mind. I can never sleep, and the pain is to abundant. ITs all I concentrate on and I never loose that focus. I toss and turn because I toss and turn. There is never everlasting comfort.
Then my body shuts down. and I have no choice, no control, no memory of anything. Then I awaken. IT could be 2,5, or even 12 hours later. I have nothing. No memory of falling asleep, No dreams, no thoughts, no reckolection (sp?) of anything. Just dead heavy sleep.
Now Im screwed.
I sllep thru people waking me up, my phone ringing, and my alarm going off. Myabe it didnt........ I dont fuckin know.
dude.......
Fuck back orders!
Wheres my Nympho Niagra!
hahah
oh and btw....
Got an email today.
Passed the 1st stage.
Onto the application process.
::Shrugs shoulders::
Oh and incase you havent looked at the album from the East coast SG toy party...... look now. The number of pic went up significantly!
URL=http://suicidegirls.com/albums/EAST+COAST+SG+TOY+PARTY/]EAST COAST SG TOY PARTY ALBUM!
Oh and the pic of the day.......
I can not believe this one was taken!
Thank you MistakesMade for that lovely photo!
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