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Well Im waiting for someone to come get me, so I can go get my car. I hate having to rely on others. Most of all I hate not having my car. Well Ive been in bed all day. Its now 4:15. So while I wait I wanted to add a lil somethin' somethin' to my wishlist..... check dat shit out, yo! haha Its sooooo...
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WEll I went to the bon fire. it was fun, until the end. I lost my camera for the 2nd time. I walked back up to the house abouta quarter mile. decided i was going to get on the tire swing as usual. Then Doms dumb ass decides hes gonna jump on too. SNAP! The rope breaks I fall to the ground and he falls...
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I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I...
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I so have OCD when it comes to cleaning. I really could care less if things are cluttery dirty messy, what ever. It just sucks that when i actually take the time to clean. Im like drill sargent and everything drives me mad!. So much stuff and such alil room. Ah I need to get out!

Well just got home from work. Im on a mission! I need to find someone to go with me to see pap roah at the 9:30 club for the junkies throwdown. Im not oging to go by myself so, unless I find someone, I aint going. The only reason I want to go in the first place is cause the tickets were free. anyway on...
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Well its 3 am. I just got home from work. It was a long night. Followed by 2 hours of drinking with co workers. Its hard to pass up free booze. TO think I almost told my GM to start looking for my replacement. Who knows, I might wait it out a bit. It depends. Im not suer what I want anymore. I just want...
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The airs growing cold,
as the sky grows gery.
It only gets gloomier
with each pasing day.
The leaves are beautiful colors,
with different tones and hues
soon theyll fall to pieces,
and that too shall be old news.
Then the trees will be empty,
and the sky will be white.
the feeling of being alone,
yet such a beautiful sight.
The calm realization,
of...
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scew this. im going back to bed. not goin to work. i have some thing to do, a funeral home service to go to and more before work tonight........ i just want to sleep forever.

Ok, its RANT time.

SO the only thing keeping me from telling DBC. to take my job and do it their fuckin self. Is that Id be loosing alot of Alcohol/liquor money. Maybe i'd be better off. Not spending anywhere from 40-100 bucks a night. GEESH.
So what is it that ticks me off?
Today I sent my GM a email saying I need off...
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Ok so. with a lil help froma dear friend....... by the name of miller lite! I decided to shove my stage fright/anxiety back into the fuckin closet. I figured what better song to pop my karaoke cherry with then madonnas like a virgin! hahaha My foot was shaking the entire time. It was good times as usual. I didnt expect to be out this late,...
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You know the drill

Knock knock!
(yeah thats where you come in.... lets try this again!)

Ready? Ok!

Knock Knock!

..........




Cargo


..........




Cargo HONK, HONK!


LMAO........ the simplest things in life.... Crack me up!



Well, its time to get ready and go to hXc Karaoke!
See you there, mo frackers!

Once again, i think I out did myself. You ever take notice to when the more and more you say Im not doing this tonight...... YOU DO. I'm starting to wonder is Sambucca is my friend or my foe. thats how i feel right now. Like I have 3 eye balls. I cant see straight. I need to get ready for work cause I have...
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