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Well just got home. Another long day. BLAH.
Im gonna head up to york for the night. I need some time away. Nothing like hangin out at the local dennys...... str8 york style!

I really need to put something on here, to keep me from updating when ive been drinking. Really! I do stupid things when Im drunk. I post dumb shit, I cant spell, I talk to people I dont normally talk to........ I can not believe I IM'd steve. ehhhh after all that drama. Oh well, I guess I have to be civil with that one...
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dissapointed
Im dissapointed in the fact that things dont go my way,
Im disspointed in the fact i cant look away.
Im sick and tired of always looking back
Im sick and tired of the boldness that I lack,
Im tired of putting my foot forward and always falling behind
Im tired of being the person keeping other people in mind.
I lye to myself...
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So I had a wonderful day. Went shopping for the rest of my costume. got my new tat compliments of mattasfuck Then went back home got ready to go to the UES show. By time they went off stage I was so ready to leave and find something else to do. Didnt find anythign so I stayed around. WEll, one of my old friends came...
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Again what another enjoyable evening brought to you impart by the mills effect. Gosh, i hate that mall. Now I remember why i transfered out of that duclaw to begin with! Anyway Me and my friend/co-worker ebony went did a lil shopping, had a drink at duclaw, and went to see the grudge. Interesting. The movie wasnt all that great it didnt help that everyone...
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So...... I stopped by party City today on my way home from work. There wasnt really much to choose from. They didnt have the snow white costume I wanted. So I had to go with what ever was left....... well, it took some thinking, I kinda feel bad........ But tis halloween, anything goes, Right?!

Well My custume is called " one bad Habit" .

Yes,...
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Disclaimer...... I can guarantee this will turn into a RANT.... Bare with me!

So its been a long day, more like a long week. Im glad tomorrow is friday. The firm has been busy as fuck. So by time I got off work, I was fuckin beat. I had to go straight to Duclaw so I could work there. I talked to my GM. He...
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Home sweet home!
My feet hurt, my head hurts, Im tired, and I need to go to sleep.
Luckily for me, my interview tonight has been moved.
Apparently the lady Im supposed to go meet had something else to take care of. So, I'm going to meet with her on sat. before I go get some new ink. Well, Tuesday nights are never a dull...
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ehhhh what a long freakin day.
Im so beat, I have cramps, and im overloading
on the mydol and caffine!
I think I need a beer!
Thank god for Karaoke tonight.
See you there.

Well tomorrows the big day........
Im putting in my resignation at DBC.
Start focusing on myself.
Get in tough with my what I want to do in life.
live it, and gain from it.
I need a social life again.
Possibly get things in order so I can start taking classes again.
Yeah thats what I want.
......off to sleep.


*Vision without action, is a...
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So I went back to the crime scene. I found my glasses they were all sort of bent up. I took the hike back into the woods and I eventually just turned my head and saw my camera like 10 feet to my left. To bad it was wet. Its not working. It sucks. Looks like its going to be disposable and mobile photos at...
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