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had a breakdown at work today, got sent home and back in counciling tommorow my life is awesome isn't it.

I give up ,y life is complete shit and no matter how hard i try i can'y make it better i just want the world to fucking end because i can't end everything myself msybr i will just never leave my room again no one wold care anyway

How can I be so happy one day and then the next day feel like killing myself again yesterday i was all yay Prague and today i wondr why the hell i am going to go to Prague for the summer I have a hard enough time making and keeping the friendships i have here and they are all falling apart how am i going...
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Looks like i'm finaly going to leave Canada for the first time in my life I have been as far west and as far east as i could possibly go in this country anyway so it's time for something new. I got offered a summer job, and i know the summer is a long way away, from my aunts brother in law in Prague. So...
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The song "If These Walls Could Talk" by Dead Celebrity Status pretty much sums up my life right now

Back and forth, forth and back I keep pacing.
I stay the same while this world keeps changing.
I try to run but these walls got me caged in.
Is it real or just my imagination?

Sometimes I wonder if these walls know my deepest secrets,...
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I found a organ in the garbage

That's it i'm done being fucking depressed apart from being sick as hell my life is finally going in a good direction and i was just to stupid to realize it. First of all I finaly have a group of friends that care about more then just video games, and this new group of friends is actully alot bigger them my old group of friends...
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I have a whole lot of stuff i want to write, but i have felt really bad for the past few weeks because i have a ulcer and can't sit down to wirte long because my insides hurt maybe i well be feeling better in a few days and will be able to write all of the crap i want

I feel much better today instead of sitting in my room crying for the past too nights i decided to go out, ok I didn't decide to go out the first time my friend who is going threw some simelar shit just told me to come over and we both cried and we went for a walk, but at least we didn't feel alone. We...
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I typed up aa long blog about video game addiction but it screwed up and i don't feel up to writing it again right now