That's it i'm done being fucking depressed apart from being sick as hell my life is finally going in a good direction and i was just to stupid to realize it. First of all I finaly have a group of friends that care about more then just video games, and this new group of friends is actully alot bigger them my old group of friends they are all way friendlier and well they like to have fun we could go to see a local band play or have a potluck in the park or just go out for sushi, but it's more fun then i've had in a long time. On top of that i still have a small group of really close friends seprate from that new group and i reallly like finaly having people to talk to ad that genuinely care about me. /making friends is alot easier then i thought all i had to to was go up and talk to people. I am also dubbing this the year of me seeing a shitload of good bands. I saw Ladytron last night and even though i was sick, that show was so amazing that it made me feel better and considering how shitty i've been feeling that makes it the best show of my life,you hear that system of a down ladytron took your spot 