xtrainwreckx

Fuck. I am so fucking stupid. Totally called the ex tonight. I don't know why. I just got home and had this sad I miss her feeling and so stupid ass me called her up. Conversation was stupid and it just left me feeling empty and pissed off. Why the fuck does she have this hold over me? I can't take it. I don't fucking know why for the life of me I can't let go. All she did was leave me alone and broken. I have been doing awesome all week not really thinking about her and not calling or messeging nothing then I go and do what I have been telling myself not to. Fuck. That's it. Im fucking done. Fuck her. I thought maybe we could stay friends I see now it's just not going to happen. That is probably the last conversation we are going to have. All I want to do is forget.