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So I got back from Melbourne on Monday,
I had a pretty good trip, the only downer was that I was exhausted most of the time through lack of sleep leading up to my holiday(odd work hours) and lack of sleep whilst on holiday( i sometimes find it hard in unfamiliar places)
So anyways saw a movie, helped light a gig, went to an Australia day party, Got to meet Miss Shell (it was so nice to meet you girl) and went on a bike ride to Williamstown, Before i knew it I was heading back home
As i sat in my plane seat reading, Ii pondered and contemplated about my return back to Adelaide, i always look forward to the return home of the well worn comforts of my own bed and luxuries and I am always sad to leave Melbourne.
The past couple of days i have had a strong yearning for companionship, something I have been desiring for quite a while. I have never had much luck( i wont go into any details or statistics) but yes I feel the strong desire to grow with someone, to experience and learn. I feel almost incomplete.
I have no one else to blame but myself for my misfortune as I always sell myself short, rarely put my first foot forward and be the aggressor. I am just really at heart a kisses and cuddles kind of guy, and find it hard to change my nature to try and hopefully impress someone. But not much is gonna happen i know, if I do not apply myself.
On a funny note, my bag was swabbed for explosives and came up positive. My bag is an old french army backpack i picked up from an army disposals shop, they had to re swab me, my bag, put it back through the x-ray machine, and preceded to take the details of my identification, and my flight information. I am probably on some list as we speak. Latter tests were negative as i went on my way.