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Came home sad and depressed as usual tonight, that normally happens when i go out for drinks with what is considered standard society, i dont feel like i fit in with the standard society at all, its not that i want to at all, i like being labelled different and weird which i frequently do, but i feel like i am wasting my time everytime i try to socialise with ignorant and narrow minded people, I have read that depression can feel very much like being in a glass cage, able to see whats around you but not able to engage or interact with whats outside that box at all. i dont like being anti social but its just seems to drag me down the more i try to go out.
However the SG hook-up in adelaide was awesome, i felt welcomed into the group from the get go, and even though i would call each of us different people, we excepted each other as we were and interacted on a postive level not a negative one, i think i really just need some new friends, although finding quality people like the ones i experieced on the hook-up aint easy,
i guess i will just keep on truckin