so i didn't do ANYTHING that i planned to this weekend...
saturday i was gonna go in to work and then sort out my room.later on i was gonna either stop by jen's party (my boss), or hang out with jeff. i ended up coming home from eric's at like 10am, sitting online for a while, showering, and then vegging in front of my computer all day/evening/night. i worked on my page a TON, and then finally fell asleep around 2am.
so today rolled around... i got up early and got ready to go to chris's memorial thing... and then i started to feel weird. i texted alvin and he told me that it wasn't starting until 4 (postponed some). so i had to waste the morning away... and i did that sitting online of course. 3 o'clock rolled around and i had still not heard from chris (who i was supposed to be going with), so i figured he wasn't going... or something. i then just realized that i really didn't want to go to chris's memorial. first off... i would have known nobody there besides alvin and chris. i KNOW that's not the point... but i didn't feel right. i will remember chris in my heart and i think that's all that matters. i do feel bad about NOT going, but only because i was expected to. i did my crying when i found out that chris had passed away... and going there today would have made me cry more. i've had to watch too many friends go before their time was up and those services are what kill me the most. and yes, i know too that this wasn't going to be a typical one... not a "funeral" of sorts... but i don't know. i just couldn't bring myself to going. i'm sorry if i dissapointed anyone in not showing up... but i had to do it this way.
so anyway.... around 3:15pm i left my house and drove to target to get my mind off things. i then got a call from chris... he DID still want to go, but i told him that i'd changed my mind. and like i said before... sorry about that.
target was fun, bought some cute undies n stuff. then i went over to eric's, hung out with him and his two little bros for a bit and then decided to go get pierced at HTC (because jon was working the phx store today). i got my lip pierced twice... one on either side of my labret. it looks rockin. i'll post pictures tomorrow because i don't have my camera cable with me right now.
then eric and i went to see 'secret window'. the movie was nothing special... had a kind of weird ending, but i liked it. and of course... johnny depp makes any movie awesome. haha.
ok so that leads me to now. time for me to chill out for a little while and then go to bed seeing as how i have to get up at the ass crack of dawn to take the brats to school. eeeeeeeeep.
goodnight.
xoxo
saturday i was gonna go in to work and then sort out my room.later on i was gonna either stop by jen's party (my boss), or hang out with jeff. i ended up coming home from eric's at like 10am, sitting online for a while, showering, and then vegging in front of my computer all day/evening/night. i worked on my page a TON, and then finally fell asleep around 2am.
so today rolled around... i got up early and got ready to go to chris's memorial thing... and then i started to feel weird. i texted alvin and he told me that it wasn't starting until 4 (postponed some). so i had to waste the morning away... and i did that sitting online of course. 3 o'clock rolled around and i had still not heard from chris (who i was supposed to be going with), so i figured he wasn't going... or something. i then just realized that i really didn't want to go to chris's memorial. first off... i would have known nobody there besides alvin and chris. i KNOW that's not the point... but i didn't feel right. i will remember chris in my heart and i think that's all that matters. i do feel bad about NOT going, but only because i was expected to. i did my crying when i found out that chris had passed away... and going there today would have made me cry more. i've had to watch too many friends go before their time was up and those services are what kill me the most. and yes, i know too that this wasn't going to be a typical one... not a "funeral" of sorts... but i don't know. i just couldn't bring myself to going. i'm sorry if i dissapointed anyone in not showing up... but i had to do it this way.
so anyway.... around 3:15pm i left my house and drove to target to get my mind off things. i then got a call from chris... he DID still want to go, but i told him that i'd changed my mind. and like i said before... sorry about that.
target was fun, bought some cute undies n stuff. then i went over to eric's, hung out with him and his two little bros for a bit and then decided to go get pierced at HTC (because jon was working the phx store today). i got my lip pierced twice... one on either side of my labret. it looks rockin. i'll post pictures tomorrow because i don't have my camera cable with me right now.
then eric and i went to see 'secret window'. the movie was nothing special... had a kind of weird ending, but i liked it. and of course... johnny depp makes any movie awesome. haha.
ok so that leads me to now. time for me to chill out for a little while and then go to bed seeing as how i have to get up at the ass crack of dawn to take the brats to school. eeeeeeeeep.
goodnight.
xoxo
mexicore:
yeah he did have an account on here and he was in our SGAZ group, thats how I met him. his name was Lovelost. We only hung out once at one of the SG events but I've talked to him on the phone and online through AIM as well. I was hoping to hang with him before he went to vegas and when he was in town but that didnt happen 
thesixx:
Say what? lol