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Monday Nov 21, 2005

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CHALLENGE YOUR DEMONS
The last days have been full of thoughts, pain, tears, fears and bad weather. Anybody out there knows the feeling of hating yourself for what you are [nothing]? Anybody? Hm, in the end it doesn't matter anyway if you're dead and gone... I bet I'd be forgotten quite soon... and I couldn't even be angry at people if so.
Yes you guessed right, I still feel like shit, but still keep trying to fight. Financial issues have gotten even worse, not any jobs in sight... and more and more often I dream to not wake up again.
Today I finished my work on a pic that's supposed to give me back some of that fighting will... so if you like to see:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)


Click on the pic to be directed to the real big and detailed version of this crap... just in case this is too small for you wink



...still discontinued...

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
nikonphoto80:
how goes it?

nice new pic!

Well I have felt all those same feelings, so I know where your coming from on that one! mad
Nov 22, 2005
nikonphoto80:
i put one of my Photos in my journal if you want to see it! smile
Nov 24, 2005

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